Pony! Pony!

2007-01-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

Weeeeee!! First...i have 2 gd news to share here and that is my IPPT was postphoned to next week(*weee! No nid to sweat loh!) and next, I scored an A for my very first test took in AIR FORCE SCHOOL! Wahaha! So proud of myself sia haha but this is only the start *Bleahz*. Theres still got lots and lots of tests and exams in my coming phase 2 of my tech course haiz. But nvm...its always gd to have a gd start at the beginning...hope that very first "A" which i had scored will continue to serve as an encouragement for me to duplicate more "A" as time goes by heeeee!

Hmm....had been very lazy for the last 2 months ever since i set my foot in air force territory. Dunno why also...maybe i am just been too used to army regimental lifestyle and then suddenly have to switch my mindset to suit the environment there where much much much lesser ppl in "green" are walking around except for ADA(Air defence artillery) specialist. At there almost 99% are in blue! Structures are painted blue...ppl in blue uniforms....toilets are blue...even the beads which used as so called curtains hanging at the entrance of cookhse are in blue also! Arent "Green" better? Green can help our eyes to relax and reduces the number of ppl wearing spect " )....lolz!

23dec 06:

Went to weng's hse to celebrate his birthday. He's finally turned 21! Haha......so when will it be my turn? Really looking forward to that but by then i would be staying in school for my weapon phase and my birthday falls on weekdays somemore! Last year didnt get to celebrate birthday due to outfiled....Argh!!! No matter wad...i will definately organise party for myself THIS year! *Bleahz*

Hmmm....bought weng a cup with 2 XX chinese words printed on it and he assumed i bought it at POPULAR! Argh!!! *slap* But hope he like it haha. Others mah....hmm...some bought jacket....water botttle...bear....small undies for the bear haha....chocolates blah blah and oh ya.... a very special gift from shi rong...A Big motorcycle model set! Haha! And weng had a new mean of transport! He must be overjoyed to receive that....hope he ride on it to camp....go kiosk top up patrol....and send to garage for servicing hahaha! *Vroommmmm! Vroooommmmm!*

Had lots of fun there too. First kenna stepped by weng and again jumped on my stomach. Second jul pinched my left neh neh pok and it turned O-BA-KA the next morning. Painful sia.....ouch. Was abit "high" too that day coz of drinking too much 5% achohol haha. 5% only u know and i got high. Then how abt 40%? Nah....cant imagine wad will happen next....maybe will be dancing naked on street? lolz...

27 dec 06:

Went to watch deathnote 2 wif my wushu frens. Overall its worth watching but the characters are somehow too long winded! Serious...theres too much conversation among the characters in the show. The show started at 9.30pm and ended at around 12.15am. Its supa late....and outside was raining very heavily so me , acid boy xin you and you ming shared cab home. Time reached home....1.15am. wah....supa tiring but its doesnt matter as long as i had enjoyed myself " )

31dec 06:

Went to esplanade for countdown but before that we went down to geylang for steamboat dinner and durians too but i didnt had any haha. Fang was gd....she ordered 5 durians and ate almost all by herself! ahhaa! Bravo! We left gelang at 11 plus and headed straight to esplanade hoping to chop a gd spot viewing fireworks but everywhere were filled with BANGALAS! sian haf...its always so chaotic esp with them around. Xuan somehow got eyed by one of teh bangalas and that guy just put his hand over her and requested to take a pic TOGETHER!

whahahhaha!

And thats all for events happening in 2006. Hope everything will be getting better and even better for me in the coming years ahead hehe....

2006-11-26T00:40:00.000+08:00

Hurray!! Haha! I have just passed out from 41st Basic Section Leaders' Course! No easy to pass out as corporal u know. I still have to walk 28km till the next day morning in order to get my rank sia.Wootz! But 10 weeks of gruelling training.....Haha...well... i finally realised....hmm....i have grown up and becoming more....matured? Haha. Don't u ppl agree wif me? Humans will only grow up after going through several stages of hardships and ppl will learn form their mistakes, enforce their judgement on things happening around them and also...strengthen their mind!

For the past few weeks during SOC (Standard Obstacle Course) trainings, my timing was very very bad...and i always got 13:00 plus plus timing and i failed! Haha coz passing timing was 10mins 30 secs. But....when it comes to the actual run down test on around the 8th lesson, whoho, i got 9mins 28sec! Whaha! What a great improvement i had achieved man and i almost obtain below 9 mins timing but somehow when i was near the end point my mind keep telling me" Your timing is gd enough...rest bah! Chen Siang rest bah!". True enough i stopped running and that time i was only less than 20m away from the end point. Haiz....kinda wasted coz i could have obtain a better result but nevermind its still a great achivement for me anyway haha. As for IPPT, hmm...in the past i always have problem passing my chin ups but now its no longer a problem for me anymore coz i can do more than 10 standard chin ups and compared to last time i can only do 6 max? haha! And my so called 6 max are all half fuck standard. But i only got silver instead of gold all becoz of my running timing. Argh...hopefully when i got into unit i can achive gold = extra $200 for me leh! lolz...

See......its all about mind over body that can explains my great improvement on my physical level. So for those who wan to achieve something in life , go for it! And always remember its all about mind over body that determines how far u can go and how high u can climb. Start training ur mental power! Its effective! Try it! Haha " )

Hmmm.....let me recall wad major event i had went through...hmm....ya its Grandslam! It was a 4 days out field mission plus wanderer exercise conducted at tekong. Wootz! First day when we reach tekong we immediately commence our wanderer exercise. Holy...its fuking shagged and imagine u have to take the map + compass and make ur way to ur assigned checkpoints for 1 whole day. Theres both day and night checkpoints to look for but things dun go smoothly for our day walk. First..our instructors and 1 team of ppl got attacked by thousands of hornets and as a result they got hospitalised. Next, one of my teammate twisted his leg and we have to slow down during our search coz he cant walk fast and we have to accomadate his movement also. And thats not all, my teamates and i go "Holland" in the swampy region! hahaha! Thanks to my sir....he gave us hint that we can reach our next objective after cutting through a swampy area and we followed and we managed to reach a....supa beautiful swamp whereby theres a stone pathement leading to the other side of the jungle with high canopy around plus streams flowing.....man...its like as if i had entered Jurassic park: The Lost world haha. Serious, its damn beautiful sia.

Once we reached the other side, we found ourself trapped in the middle of nowhere. The surrounding is no longer the same like wad our sir had described to us after we passed through that beautiful swamp and its all fallen trees and many many blah blah trees with lots of thorns which of coz....injured our hands and legs but luckily didnt kenna face. Phew. After bashing through inside anyhow inside there for 2 hour plus, we managed to reach a clear path and when i check my location, holy....i bashed through roughly 3km away from my position where i met my sir! And there goes our precious time and in the end we only found 2 checkpoints out of 4. Haiz. As for the night....haha...we only found 1 out of 2. Sian diao. The whole exercise ended at 11pm but all of us returned to our rest point at 12am. I tot i could slp like the others after i finished powder bath myself but NO! Other platoon PS (platoon sergeant) came and woke me up and complained my ppl took their ppl stores. I just stared at him wif slpy face and wondered wtf he looked me up for missing stores? So when i checked my watch....shit...passed 12am already...so which means i am the next apppointed PS for my platoon! Argh.....so i had to get up and retrieve back all their missing stores and at that time was already 2am. Thats not all! I was instrcuted to get some guys wif me and load all my own platoon stores up the tonner! HA LEI LU YA! Where the hell i can find helpers when all my man were already asleep! My instructor told me to wake them up but...its not nice to suddenly make a turn out for them even though i had the power to do so. So no choice....i had to suck my own thumb and do the work myself but lucikly theres 2 more guys haven slp yet so i dragged them along to help me ahha. By the time when i slept its already 3 am.....ZzZzZZz...how sia...still got 3 days attack mission to do and i am haf dead already! *bengz*

Morning....we set out as a whole Platoon to our destinated "camping" base. The minute we reached there, we started fence up our base with strings and take up position. Its damn tough man....esp for me coz i am their so called appointed leader over 40 ppl and somemore i hav eto keep walking up and down the slope and ensure they behave themself....safety....translate massge passed down by my superiors and blah blah tough jobs lah. But the best thing being the leader was....i dun nid to go chiong mission wif them haha coz i nid to stay back and ensure my remaining man do their job. But on the other hand i was under alot of stress too coz my sir, instuctors all suddenly throw me wif alot of tasks to do and i almost cried while i am doing my job coz its really really very stress. They will only keep on demand and demand but they dun care whether i can manage myself or not. Somemore my men were tired and so they were quite reluctant to help me lessen my burden except for some of my close buddies whom lent me their support when i am supa down and i am really very touched by them sia. But in the end i still managed to bring out my outstanding professional performance during the 4 days exercise (*Quoted from my sir comment in my report card). Of course i wouldnt have received such encouraging comment from my sir and eventually got myself ranked top 5 % in my platoon without the support of my buddies. Thanks ppl! U guys effort and support will be remembered and kept somewhere...deep in my heart? hahaha! " ).

A week later after we came back from tekong, we were told to do commanders appraisal and theres one particular malay instructor "wacked" my whole section coz we got ppl commented him as "Crazy and mad man", "Got alot tatoos on his body but very ugly", "Always like to mumble and if stare at him he will say my father is at home!", "Like to pose when scolding us chee bye" and blah blah funny comments hahaha! And i am the one who did the fourth comment and he kept forcing us to say who did the 1st comment but we would rather wack by him then to say who commented that haha! Speaking about that instructor, i almost made him died of heart attack coz he told me to help him get a packet of "singlet" and i was thinking....wtf he nid a singlet since he is already wearing one! Without qns any furthur i went back to office, opened the cupboard but i cant find any "singlets" so i went back and told him i cant find any "singlets" in the cupboard. Then he say got! Its inside the metal cupboard so i went back and try searching for it again coz i search the wooden cupboard instead of the metal one. True enough.....i found a "singlet" in the cupboard and i happily march back and pass it to him. He immediately laughed and scold me in a funny manner " omg omg.....i am getting heart attack sia! i will die becoz of laughing oie koon doo!" I was like...huh? i got his stuff but he still sccold me ? So i asked him" huh? didnt u told me to get u the singlet?" he answered :"I wan Cigrettes! not singlet u bo to!" whahahha! and so happened he was abt to march my platoon back and the whole lot of them witnessed the "cute" side of me and they laughed too ahha. Thats not all.....i went back again and this time round i finally got him the cigrettes! But! Without lighter! wahahhaha! and he immediately sian 1/2 and gave me that hopeless expression and said to me " wheres lighter? u expect me to smoke without lighter???" hahhaha!

Yesterday we just had a celebration called "chevron's night" at a place call CHEVRON of coz haha and its a club meant for all specialists and in service regulars. And its not bad....there got jackpot ...arcade....ktv.....disco......chalet....restauraunt....gym.... and many more haha. The best thing is we will get alot discounts (Limited for members only) at there haha. We had lot of fun there man and theres a selection for "MR Charlie" too. Shit man...i should volunteered myself for it coz theres no good looking wan. Yucks! wahhaha! Jk jk...haha. (*twist fingers). Monday onwards i will be reporting to Air Force School and start commencing my journey as a full time regular. Hope eveything will be fine and promising for me haha.....and also hope i can get my year end bonus! F*** its damn alot if i were to get my bonus and it will be more then 5k! whahaha! Pray for me arh.......as treats will be offered for those lucky ones...so start praying ppl! haha!

2006-10-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

Woah.....third week had passed and i still left abt 6 weeks to go before i pass out from BSLC course haha.....cant wait to faster get out from there asap. Well, training in there is getting tougher and tougher especially SOC (standard obstacle course) ! Argh...hate that! It simply shags me out TOTALLY! Imagine u have to wear SBO+helmet run all the way to the basketball court which is so far away from my company just to do warm up. Their so called "Warming up exercises" not only consists of simple warm up exercises but also PLUS some stupid combat movement drills like shutter run etc just to shag us out. Thats not all....after warming up we still have to jog all the way up to the hill where our starting point is to commence our whole run down! whoho! shagged sia!!! Yet the stupid physical training instructor still wan us to put in 100% effort for each run down but how...??? How are we suppose to put in 100% for continous 3 days of soc when our fatique level are already so high?? >>-_-<

Hmmm....so far i had sat for quite a number of tests already and next coming test is navigation! Holy...my geography sucks loh and i dunno how i am supposed to pass both theory and practical test. Haiz...dunno leh...i just have the feeling that i will get "lost" in the jungle during my navigation test.....CHOY! Haha! Hope i wun get myself lost in jungle arh...haha.

Wed is our worst day of our week becoz....our so called overall in charge of the company suddenly went around our company and do sudden INSPECTION on our company cleaniness while we were having our weapon handling test at some far far corner of the camp. 170 plus of us, including sergeants, had a shocked when our "boss" suddenly summoned us back to our company and we had to run back! When we reached there hoho...the atmosphere was supa tense! All sgts were called out and they followed him around inspecting. Guess wad...all the rubbish bins at every level were poured out by "boss" Oo!

Next....he went around inspecting every individual bunks...haha....all of us almost had a heartattack at that moment coz our bunk is not on stand by condition! GOSH! And my bunk was the worst! Rubbish were left on the table left uncleared and some worst...didnt lock their cupboards/ anyhow leave their shoes lying around. Haha...haiz...jialat.....i was "boss" threw the rubbish onto my sgt and asked him "Wad is this?". Haiz....all of us felt so guilty after this incident and becoz of us, they were told to stay back on sat(today) and clean up our bunks. Oh ya.....i almost forgot to mention even platoon offices were wacked hard by our "boss". So...the conclusion is....the company which i am in now is supa strict! Hoho......but still got 6 more weeks to go.....somemore there's a sgt who seems anti air force regulars keep picking on me.....argh.....I CANT WAIT TO PASS OUT FAST!!!!!

Yesterday we booked out haha and it was actually a "bonus" for us, said by my "boss" the day before the sudden inspection. But too bad.....our sgts have to come back on sat just to do area cleaning for us. Haiz. Me , willie, jun wei, marcuz, zhi wei took the same train home at boon lay station and when it reached dover it was only 9pm. I tot of alighting and go to SP sports hall giving them, my wushu mates, a surprise haha but....i changed my mind so..the journey continues. After it passed by dover, the train sudden stopped and black out! shiok....train broke down Oo. Suay sia......and my gang were making a fuss "wad the! we finally escaped out from the camp yet now kenna trap in the train!" Haha! But luckily the train started moving after ....10 mins....around there i guess. Me and willie broke up with the rest and reached sengkang at aound 9.45pm. Its still early so we went to pack some food home at mac before going back home. While i am on my way back, woah....the surrounding is like having World War 3. The haze is already very very bad yet still got alot ppl, especially parents accompanying their children burning whole CHUNKS of candles on the pathment at sengkang park! wad the.....i know its mooncake festival but is there a nid to burn chunks of candles on the spot damaging the facilities of the park and somemore the park is newly bulit. U ppl think wad? ghost month arh? Burn candles to feed ghost arh? There even got a group of bengs...dunno wad they do.....the ground suddenly got blasted open when i was walking on the path just BESIDE IT! Wah lao eh... imagine u carry stuffs in ur hand and suddenly something blasted off rite beside u ...wad would u do? Its damn chaotic sia....and i stared at one of them "wtf" guess wad...they were cheering! wad the....

Anyway hope u guys enjoyed urself yesterday. Happy Mid Autum Festival ! haha...* wINK winK*

2006-09-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

Hoho.....today just got my posting result and as expected, i got posted to SISPEC (specialists school) ! Lolz! Well....actually there's nothing to be surprised of becoz 90% of the ppl in my platoon are going for sispec and as for the rest 10% were selected either for OCS (Officer cadet school) or....just a normal man (private soldier) " ).

But i will be going thru sispec for only 10 weeks instead of 6 months wootz! haha...coz i had signed on wif air force as air defence systems spec but due to my vocation needs, i still nid to go thru basic section leader course in sispec before i got pulled out from there and transfer me to air force school.

Wednesday i went to sign the contract at CMPB and i bumped into aaron again! Lolz! Almost everytime i go CMPB he will like suddenly pop out in front of me sia but this time when i saw him....he already have 2 bars on his shoulders Oo haha. We chit chatted abit then have to rush off to sign my contract.

10 years contract....min 6 years of engagement (including 2 years ns) wif air force.....haha.....not too long rite? Even if i wan to leave air force by then i would already become 26....hmmmm...still young lah...i guess haha. I really dun understand some ppl....when i told them i signed on they would give me a very sacarstic smile Oo. In fact...why must they react that way? Haha. I really dun understand them sia....theres actually nothing wrong with signing on wif SAF...its just the matter on how u think abt signing on. Some may feel tied up by the contract and wun have freedom to do the things they like for number of years. Or Maybe theres still got a minority who feels useless to sign on to become a specilaist becoz they dun have any engineering related background at all. Since they dun have any background and know nuts abt engineering..of coz they will say signing is bad for ppl as an overall instead of just saying it is bad for them only.

At least Show some respect for ppl's decision instead of criticising and cursing them for being stupid becoz you may not know the decision they made now might do them good for their furture isnt it?

2006-09-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

Hoho...i finally have the mood to come in here and update something here haha!

Let me count the number of days i had MIA......

*Counting.....* Hmmmm.....around 2 months? hahaha!

Last week, 6/9/2006, i finally POP (Passing out) from tekong after 9 weeks of tortures and wackings i had went thru inside haha. Even though its only 9 weeks but its training is still very siong inside esp for my enhance/leadership batch. Imagine on the third day after u enlisted u will get ur "wife" = "M16" and next have to attend the oath taking ceremony blah blah. Everything is so packed loh.

On my second week of confinement i fell sick and got sent home twice Oo. First time he gave me 2 days MC but the stupid sergent allen gave me only 24 hours exit permit instead of 48 hours. When i asked him why , he said my PS said so. *Oo* I asked furthur he gave me an attitude look and said "wad the fuck u wan!" I got stunned sia....haha....i can't believe even if i asked a simple qns "why" i still get scolded for nothing. After i came back, i fell even more sick and i went to report sick again. I complained to MO abt my sergent and he gave me another 3 days MC! weee! hahaha.

After came back, i kenna confined for 2 weeks again coz of 7 days field camp. But thats not all. After field camp, we got confined again for SIT test. argh! Abt the 5th week then they started to commence on our continous physical training. Every morning we do 5 BX , noon do strength training, crazy run, plus kenna wacked until dinner time then can start to rest. *Whew* reallly can kill me sia esp the wacking part by the commanders hoho. They are inhumane! Got one period of time they almost everyday wacked us and made us do a total of 500 push ups! lolz....but i have to thank them for wacking us even if we didnt misbehave if not i wouldnt have developed 6 packs....tougher biceps and arms ahaha opx!.

Overall i enjoyed my life during my BMT.... had experienced alot funny, scary, disappointing and incidents which i cant even imagine that it would happen on me sia haha.

Funny Incidents Encountered:

1.) Shitting in the wild!

7 days field camp i only shitted once on the fifth day hahah! Shitted alot....alot till my shit got exposed out of the hole haha!

2.) My head got wacked real HARD by my fren boot when we were doing flipping over to another side of the wall! But lucky i put on my helmet hehe

3.) My indian sergent stole my rifle while i am changing in the dark during outfield. I went to get back my rifle he asked me why my rifle managed to get stolen by him? I said He;s too dark for me to see at nite and guess wad next...... i kenna guard duty for that nite. : (......

*lazy to continue.....haha*

Scary incident encountered:

1.) We had night movement training....and its really very dark and foggy. I am the last man in my file and when we were told to dive inside the bushes i jumped out immediately and ran to my buddy side coz i sensed theres something behind moving very fast towards me. scary sia.......

2.) My fren saw ghosts during our route march at nite. hmm....i dunno how true it is.....but theres a very high possibilties for ppl to see those "things" coz the route where we marched is supa dark and foggy.

3.) Mine and my other neighbouring companies recruits heard ppl marching in after 12am. but they see no one on the field or track. Again....i dunno its true or not coz i didnt hear anything haha.

4.) Saw a bird committed suicide in my bunk! haha. i was packing my stuffs and i saw one bird flew in. Guess wad i saw next...? i saw feathers dropping down from the ceilling and my fren screamed coz the bird got cut by the fan and its body landed on his bed. asfor the bird head...it landed behind his buddy bed. eewwww....

*lazy to continue futhur haha....*

Went for training at SP but cant use carpet coz sports hall is under renovation. argh........tot of visting master tay but he is away for course argh!! so disappointing sia. But luckily the alumni ppl came back to train wif us haha.

Well....tml i will be going to CMPB for contract signing....and yup...i will be signing on as Air Defence Systems Spec with Air Force haha. Luckily my parents are very supportive wif my decision to be a regular in SAF coz i told them i wan a very indifferent career serving the nation, ppl, and i wan to be wif part of the uniformed organisation. So....wished me luck for being a regular bah hahha....

2006-07-06T15:01:00.000+08:00

Arh...damn it! The com auto restart when i was abt to post it and now i had to re-type everything! :s. Okay nvm....anyway i have lots of time to stick my butt on the chair and slowly enjoy typing coz after tonight.....my freedom will be confined by the SAF so now must use the com till i SONG haha.

Monday ( 3/07/2006):

Well.....for that whole day i practically did nothing productive except watching the taichi vcd from bejing wushu team as reference at the last min before I went for the wushu grading test in SP lolz. The test started quite late coz waiting for gou chuan to turn up but the rest of the coaches, master tay, kim yong, eugene were already there. Haiz he's a busy man i guess...always late wan haha.

Hmmm....this year got 40 ppl graded for the test and majority are from year 1 Oo and year 2 & 3 so few ppl grading and the rountines they graded were nothing special. Its just normal chang quang, pu dao, shuang dao , spear thats all. None of the graduates graded for the test except me who paid $12 to get graded on my specialised taichi! Haha. It seems stupid to some ppl and they wonder why i paid to get graded and every year i am grading for the same routine. But i dun blame them, coz it shows that they dun understand me well enough " ).

I guess i did reasonably well.......the best moment which i had ever performed in SP haha but how come i still scored 7.8!!!! argh!!! Coach said i did very well at the start but when it comes to the ending stage he deducted my points just becoz i didnt hold my legs in mid air for at least 2 secs before i put it down Oo.

Tuesday (04/07/2006):

Hehe went out wif my Yellow pages collegues for dinner but only yongkai and edelina plus me thats all haha. Yongkai drove to my hse to fetch me and then later we went to pick up edelina at jurong but dunno which sec coz she was teaching dancing there. Hmmmm....it has been such awhile we didnt see each other ever since we left yellow pages and edelina is getting prettier haha! We took an hour to reach her location then took another hour travelled to newton circus! Haha man...i was in the car for almost 2 hours and i was holding my pee for that long due to heavy traffic jam along PIE.

This is my first time eating at the newly renovated newton circus hawker centre and the variety of food there ...hmm....quite many but nothing speical haha. Theres alot of those stalls selling bbq seafood and when we sat down theres a auntie suddenly throw the menu in front of us and asked us wad we wanted to eat Oo. So rude sia...but nvm shes old anyway and we said we will order if we wan to eat but she still wun gave up persuading us to at least order something from their stall Oo. So we just hack care her and went to order our food at other stalls haha.

We had our full and left the place after having desserts. We chatted alot...joked alot too in the car until we reached edelina hse and dropped her off. Yk told her to sms me when she reached home and he will remind her practically everytime after we met up for gathering. So paiseh sia lolz. Next...he dropped me off at compass point coz i wanted to buy a white long sleeves shirt and attend the graduation ceremony tml. At the same time i also shopped for the neccessary stuffs which i nid it for my BMT period.

Wednesday ( 05/07/2006):

Finally....the day has come hahaha. I finally getting my diploma after like...studying for 3 years in SP. Weeeeeee~~!!! When i reached there, i saw whole batch of wushu ppl standing at the linkway to the convention centre doing ushering haha! Its so surprising to see them sia.....arh...so touched haha. I almost fell asleep when i was in there sitting down waiting for the ceremony to start and my classmates all got separated to diff seats so theres no one i can chat wif.

When the ceremony started, i tot students from mechatronics course will be presented wif the scroll box first but it isnt. Students from IT and multimedia get it first and we, mechatronics student, had to clap for 300 plus ppl before we got our turn to get up on stage. Its so boring.....argh!

Finally when its abt my turn to go up the stage, mr terence saw me and he purposely said that my hair is messy Oo? Lolz. Crazy man. Then the lady who checking our name saw me too and she said "eh, u are from wushu wan rite?" but i dunno who is she haha so i just said yeash and that idiot terence added on "He is the most hiao guy in SP wushu. Even do wushu also must adjust hair" and he laughed by himself............. lolz! idiot sir! hahhaa!

After the ceremony i tried to look up for my past classmates but i only managed to find ranjit, ramesh, wee hiap, chin kiong and craige. As for the rest i cant find them so i went to meet up wif the wushu juniors instead haha. saw mr mark too and i took a pic wif him before i headed home.

My Scroll Box! Plus my results! weeeeee!!!!

My Year 1 results. So lao yao!

My year 2 results.....hmm....much better then year 1 Lolz

My final year results...hmm.....not so bad lah haha!

Hmmm....and tml i am going to get enlisted....finally going to go through the stage which will transform me into a real "man" lolz....and now.....i would like to thank those ppl who added colours into my life....thanks alot ppl....its you ppl who had transformed me into a better person " ). Oh yah, tml pei xuan also will be leaving also for 2 years but shes leaving for aussie to study and me....leaving for tekong BMT ahhaha!

And friend! PLs take care if u are reading this and remember to visit us during ur school vacation arh haha. Jia you arh! " )

Yi Lu Shun Feng!!!! *weeeeeeeeeeeeeee!*

2006-06-20T13:37:00.000+08:00

The Tallest hotel in Bangkok

Tour guide: 170cm, Me: 183cm

She called me shuai ge! wahahaha! arh..so cute

Wad u looking at huh!

Weee! Planes!!

2006-06-19T20:26:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeee!!~~~ I am finally back home after 5 days trip in Bangkok and people......this is also my first time taking plane ride after living for the past...20 years? hahaha! *Ops*

1st Day (14/06/06):

Okay, first i woke up early morning at around 6.30am to catch the morning flight at 10.30am. Dunno whether is it becoz i am too excited of my first experience taking plane ride, i almost forgot to bring along all the important things like....(1.)MP3......(2.)Camera.....(3.)Undergarments and also the most most most important thing....(4.) My passport...Oo! whahaha. But luckily i managed to recall all those at the very last min before i left the house haha. *lalalalalala*

I was supposed to meet up wif my aunt & cousin and set off together to the airport at 7.30am but i am late for 15 mins haha. But we still managed to reach there on time to check in for our flight. After checking in, we walked around terminal 2 and guess wad i saw...An Internet+x-box corner! Lolz and its free of charge too hahaha! *Shiok!* We played xbox while logging into msn and i saw jul online haha. I chatted awhile wif her and so sudden that my aunt thought of 4 digits and asked whether can i use msn and call my sis to help her buy 4D but too bad...i dunno how to make phone calls using msn so i asked jul to help my aunt buy instead haha!

We spent around 30 mins there and then walked to 7 eleven to buy some sweets before we board the plane. After buying, we walked past the stall selling chicken rice and guess wad was the price for a plate of chicken rice? $9.80! Gosh! They must be earning big bucks in there i guess haha.

Finally we board the plane and the whole journey was considered quite smooth except encountering some minor turbulance. *Phew* But i enjoyed the scenary alot especially when the plane was above the clouds. Man...its was so beauitful and peaceful up there. We were supposed to reach there at 12.30pm but due to delay caused by high traffic flow at the runway so the plane had to circling round the airport for 30 mins before landing Oo. *Sian..sia...* After checking out and collected our baggage, the tour guide brought us to the coach and we immediately headed to the "Dreamworld" (*Place where we can have enjoy those thrilling rides).

We took rides like hanging coaster, big bucket, cable cars, bum bum car, played skiing at snow city and many more. But among all the rides... the scariest were the big bucket and cable cars! At the big bucket, all the people were sitting in circle formation and fastened by a "lose sit belt" and all of us got tossed and turned round and round at supa high speed and we got lifted up from the ground for almost 80 degrees. It was damn thrilling but dangerous coz the belt was loose wan! And i almost got thrown out from the machine but luckily i hold on to a bar. When the ride was about over, those siao teenagers from hongkong i guess....were shouting "one more time! one more time" and the guy who controlled the machine was laughing away and said "no problem!" and there we go....more rounds and faster instead :s. Next... cable car....man....their cable car really cannot make it! why? supposingly the cable cars will come to you automatically. At there.....the cable cars were pushed out and pulled into the station MANUALLY! Gosh! so Lao Ya wan! I hesitated to take the cable car but my aunt said "come, lets try. its free!" so i just took the ride wif them. When we were up there.....yeah...as wad i had expected....it shakes terribly even though we tried not to move much except doing some gentle shooting of the scenary up there but we still managed to reach to the next stop safely. *phew*

Next...we had our dinner at a chinese restaurant and visted their local night market before we got check in to our rooms in a four star hotel....

2nd day (15/06/06):

As expected, i didnt really slept well on my first night haha coz of the stupid foldable bed. Yucks! The mattress and the pillow sooooo thin wan and when i slp on it, its like as if i was slping on a prisoner bed coz the other 2 king coil bed got occupied by my aunt and cousin already :s.

Morning we had buffet for breakfast and we checked out of the hotel before we travel to pattaya preparing to set off for coral island. First, we took a boat and travelled along their longest cum widest river in bangkok to the ancient temple. On the way we visited their floating market and fed the fishes wif bread in the river! wahaha! and all of them are BIG fishes! *wootz!* When we reached the temple, we prayed respect to the budhha statues inside and then walked around the stalls selling nice souveniers. Something unpleasant happened while we were shopping. Theres alot of those decorated wooden board where it allows tourists to take pic wif and we just took pic wif it. Then after taking pic theres a guy walked to us and demanded us to pay $40 baut (approx $1.50 sing dollars) for taking pic with his wooded board! Wtf.....isnt that supposed to be free???? But that guy pointed at the bottom corner of teh board and showed us the price....wah kao! Its so tiny loh! But no choice since they dun understand wad i am toking and i dun understand theirs also so no point arguing and i paid him the $$. My aunt took a pic also and she was very reluctant to pay that stupid guy who tried to con our $$ but she still paid. The funny thing was...my aunt cursed and sweared in front of that guy in hokkien and that guy still said thank you to her hahahaha. Buay zhai si ....lolz!

Next, we visited the tiger zoo and its fun! At there we watched show performed by tigers, crocodiles, pigs, visited their tiger farm where the pigs, tigers and dogs got enclosed together! And its even amazing to see them taking care of each other eg: Pigs feeding the baby tigers wif their milk while dogs walked sideby side with the adult tiger! Wahaha...to see is to believe! You guys ought to visit there if any were to visit bangkok haha. Next...we also visited their crocodile farm and theres approximately 5000 over crocodiles! omg....theres so many of them! The tour guide told us that theres quite a few cases like the transexuals/ prostitudes always like to jump into the crocodile pool and then got teared apart by animals. Yewww.....scary sia.

We left there at aound 2pm and headed to the restauraunt and had our lunch before we cheking in to another hotel and that hotel room service really cannot make it haha.

At night, we went to watch their local ah gua show performed by those "transexuals". WEEEE....they were so sexy! And i paid to take a pic with them but i almost fainted when they started speaking coz its obviously a guy's voice loh! LoLZ. Guess wad....theres a bangalah tourist took a pic with them knowing that its chargeable and that bangalah tried to run away but he got chased after by the transexual and that transexual managed to grab hold of that bangalah hand and said $40 baut! $40 baut! First time i see ah gua so fierce sia....*shivers..* We were told by the tour guide that doing a sex change operation in bangkok is the cheapest and can get the best result as compared to japan and korea. He even recommened us the place and when he mentioned the place, he stared at me and paused for 3 secs like that and then giggle by himself. Oo. Wad is he trying to implement.....*hmmmmm....* idiot....

Next we went back to hotel and sleep.....

3rd day (16/06/06):

As usual, we woke up early and had our breakfast before we set out to coral island.

But before that we took a speedboat to a floating platform and tried the parachuting there haha. First time i got pulled all the way to few hundred feets above the ground and flying in the sky....so fun sia! haha. After that we took the speedboat again to the coral island. woooooo.....its beautiful....esp the sea water, its so clear till we can see corals above the water. My aunt, cousin and i tried banana boat ride only coz its the cheapest as compared to others like jay walking under the sea....water skiing blah blah. The guy who drive the boat asked us whether we want to overturn our boat not and we said we wan but dunno how he turned the boat.....he got himself thrown out of the boat instead of overturning us hahaha. Dumb guy! spoiler! haha. We swam back to the shore and suntanned for an hour before we headed back to our hotel and bath.

After bathing, we set out to have our lunch and then headed to the wax museum. Their wax museum only displayed bangkok top 20 well known monk figures ONLY! And thats all for their museum......sian 1/2.

Next we went to another zoo to watch traditional thai performances and also elephant shows. Theres a part where it allows some ppl to come out and let the elephant massage haha.....but their elephants are horny breed. They used their trunks to play with the female tourists breasts and for the males.....their dick got slapped and stepped by the elephants hahaha! Interesting show...

After watching we went to the factory producing pure, top quality honey and their boss brought us to a room and personally explained to us abt their products blah blah in chinese. Boring sia... coz the way he speak is like chanting haha. He spoke something funny after his presentation. He was giving out brochures and said they have both english and chinese version and the group of children was shouting i wan engish! i wan chinese! But the boss said, "Hi kids! wad version u kids wan? u wan sutra?" and i immediately laughed! hahaha! so funny sia.....but i made that boss paiseh coz he knew something was wrong with wad he said and he faster changed subject and told us abt how much this and that cost.

We checked out form teh hotel and headed back to bangkok the next morning...

4th day (17/06/06):

First stop, we went to visit the snake farm and watched some shows overthere before we got brought to a room and got introduced to their medical products made from snakes. Its seems good but the price is abit steep also and it ended up no one in our group wans to purchase anything from them and we just walked out of the room and proceed to the snake gallery ourselves. Theres nothing much shown in their gallery except for thier popular snake....king cobra. woooo......and it was told to be the most poisonous snake in the world.

Next we went to visit the safari world. Damn it....the weather was so damn warm and we watched 3 different shows, cowboy show...dolphines.....and lastly the thailand version james bond haha. Overall its nice even though i dunno wad the heck the performers were toking throughout each shows but their performances was nice hehe. After watching, we travelled on coach and visted their zoo haha. Not much variety of animals in there but it was my first time viewing the animals moving abt freely while i am on the bus and its like...i am in africa haha. cool sia. haha.

We had our dinner in a high class restaurant and after that we got checked into the tallest hotel in bangkok.....calle dthe Baiyoke Sky Hotel and Its 84 storey high!!! whahaha. cool! we stayed in 34th storey and the facilities in there.....bathroom....bed.....scenary...woah......theres simply no other hotel in bangkok can meet up wif their standard at all haha.

Last day (18/06/06):

Arh...finally dun have to wake up so early on the last day. After washing up we went to 76 storey to have our breafast. wootz! the waiters are friendly.... food,and scenary are fantastic also and i wondered whether is there anyone who ever bashed through the windows and jumped down the building to commit suicide coz its a guarantee death for those who wans to die...haha. *ops*

Finally....we checked out at 12pm and headed to the airport immediately. It was sad to depart with the humourous tour guide....and the other tour members also. Oh yah...theres a family with 3 kids, 2 gals and 1 boy kept pestering me whenever they see me and wan me to wear the sunglasses for them to see. Diao...hahaa......they are so cute sia....and when i wore my sunglasses they will scream and laugh and run about haha! cute sia. Their mother told me that their kids purposely wan to look for me wan and they gave me a nick called "shuai ge" hahaha.....arh....felt so paiseh sia.....seriously speaking....i really have affinity wif kids and to them it seems that i am a friendly.....handsome kor kor yet also a clown who always makes them laugh just by staring at me haha.

And lastly....we board the plane and headed back to singapore. But the journey back to singapore was much much much dangerous then heading to bangkok coz of the heavy rain at bangkok and also had encountered severe turblance during mid air. The plane suddenly dropped down from a certain height and then rose back again for many times till the captain had to give orders to all crews and passengers to return back to their seats and fastened seat belts. Even the emergency lights were on sia.... Scary...and i prayed super hard " save us buddha....save us.." But in the end we still managaed to arrive safely back in singapore at around 9.30pm. Phew....

Finally can have a gd rest liao....arh.......haha.....tml morning then upload pics haha....gtg slp liao loh...

2006-06-07T23:27:00.000+08:00

Contract over loh! Wahaha! Finally finally finally.....after being bound by 3 months contract i finally can have a good break at home instead of everyday waking up early the morning and have to travel all the way to bradell.....very tiring wan leh *ZzzZz*. Haha. But.....haiz....i kinda my miss Yellow Pages telemarketing team, my working place, the toilet (*Supa clean sia) and also my favourite security door! haha! Really miss the days when me and yong kai will try all means to squeeze our body out of the door when it only left around 20cm opened. Wad to do....we bored wad *lalalalalalalala~~ Bleah!* Well, grace treated us lunch at Rice Table on our last day and it cost her $147.50 for the 10 of us. Is it considered cheap or reasonably ex? Anyway, its her treat and the food tastes "YUMMY" too so, who cares abt the price? haha. The only thing i dun like abt is the attitude of those waiters. They look damn cocky beng! when we ordered something they gave us the "Dun bother" expression and kept forgetting our orders. Its located near somerset mrt so ppl, dun go there ok? haha.

After lunch we went back to the office, went up to level 6 with others and look for chin haw to take pics with us. White chick (*Ang mo director) saw us and she was smiling away! whaha! wanted to take pic wif her but she was busy with her guest. My lifetime regret sia for not able to take pic with my idol.....white chick!!! (*shall upload her pic here later) whahahha! We spent 2 hours chatting with chin haw before we went back to our call centre and look for grace for another photo taking session. And finally, all of us surrendered our headsts and access card before we left the office together and there we go......leaving nothing behind except our annoying laughters for the rest of the permanent staffs there haha.

Hmmmm.....actually i am very reluctant doing telesales but after my experience with yellow pages, i realised actually it really have to depends on which company u work as telemarketer. In yellow pages, telesales ppl have to learn the right technique on handling the professional eg: lawyers,doctors,directors etc and make them advertise but they will always say "Yellow pages? nah....its not effective in improving my business" and its true. Who will flip through the 500 over pages thick book to look for products? Haha and i have to physco myself and say something against my will everyday that yellow pages is really a very good medium to help u to gain more leads! Buy ad space from us!

Tired liao.....time to slp haha.....ZzZZzzZZz....

2006-05-27T21:36:00.000+08:00

People~~~! Yoz!!! Hahaha! Well....feeling kinda lazy these few weeks coz nid to work and when i reach home, i look as if i am already dead! *argh....* Imagine everyday have to sit in front of the PC and make calls to those idiotic bosses who are suffering from severe "Senile Dementia" to remind them....pester them wif lots and lots of following up calls.....just for ONE purpose! And that is "Closing date for orders submission is due soon! Pls send in the order form and cheque payment to us Immediately!" But....they will always have their own means to entertain me awhile and "shoo" me off with their simple reply...."I sent already! " Oo? But how come i received nothing! Argh.....feel like slapping them!

But anyway.....my contract is abt to end soon....same goes for my other buddies too haha....*weee! weee!* I cant wait to faster leave there and enjoy before my ns start and as for the others, they will be studying in U soon after i got enlisted. Hmmm.....in fact i envy them alot coz they already had a place in U courses and how abt me? haha....i am still considering whether i wan to going U not coz i still have 2 more years of ns to serve and i doubt myself will have the interest to study for the next 3-4 years after i am out from ns. Shld i work for a few years first then later decide i wan to go for further study? Mechanical engineering ..... hmmmm....is definately not a right career for me. So the conclusion is....i will use that 2 years to see see look look around first before i make up my first most important decision in my life and that is "Choose the right career for myself !" " ).

Well, yesterday applied leave and i went for the rehearsal at kuen culture wushu studio coz me together with the Shan Dong zha ji team would be staging a show called "Qu Yuan zhuan" for the dumpling festival at chinatown performing stage. Haha......guess wad i am starring as......EMPEROR! whahahha! I am the king of CHU ! hahaha! *clap ppl! clap!!!* I was shocked when zhang yang suddenly called me and asked whether i would be interested to act as an emperor coz they are short of ppl to take up the job. *Wootz!* And the best part is......zhang yang gave me the role as an "Emperor" and the other guy "E-u-n-u-c-h"! Haha and that guy was kinda sian 1/2 coz he has to learn all the sissy moves while i just have to sit and watch them perform. Hehe...

We had a long rehearsal from 9.30-12pm, then after that went to their hotel to prepare some stuffs.....rest awhile.....then finally......started to perform at 7.30pm. Oo. I felt bored while waiting for the show to start so i called Yong Kai up and he tot i am his client but....haha! I am actually calling to check whether i got orders in today or not only haha. After chatting with him, the shan dong ppl suddenly asked me alot of things like am i from china.....does my grandparents from china (*they say i speak and look like a china ppl! gosh...).....how many channels does singapore receive.....wad kind of channels is it....got china show mah.....do i like china shows......is hp cheap in singapore not......does singaporeans like to smoke.....and they even asked my opinion what is my views between the hostile relations between china and japan? I told them my views are neutral and will not side with either one but they continued asking me so many many chinese died in singapore? Is there any resistant force set up against japanese during world war 2.....blah blah blah......argh!!!! crazy......i know they are loyal to their country and hate japanese for their terrible act during world war 2....but why the way they asked me like as if they are testing my knowledge of singapore history and seems to expect me to side with their ideology and that is "Hate the japanese bro! join the communist!" and things like that. CRAZY LAH.......i am going to get brainwashed by them sooner or later :s .

The whole performance was a success and the shan dong zha ji team....wooo..... their performance was fantastic! There's a twins, damn muscular and they can do a single hand stand on top of the other guy head, 2 person cartwheel, and many more! Even me, the emperor , got stunned during our first rehearsal and i kept clapping hands until someone so called "director" came up to me and say "hey emperor, dun clap lah. U look so dumb....." *Diaoz......* well.....wad a comment......hahaha. After the show the audiences seems to get attracted by my emperor robe alot and whereever i go their eyes will always set on me. Crazy ppl....never seen an emperor walking in front of u ppl LIVE before arh! haha. After dressed down i went to have dinner with the cheenas' around chinatown before heading back home to slp. Man....i still have to perform for 4 more days.....*faint*

Hmmmm........i am beginnning to doubt myself again. Do i really dun deserve for the one i love or they dun deserve me? haha......sick of those "deserves....deserves not" conclusion.....wouldnt it be better to be on my own instead.....to live the life i wan......haha......*single old man....*

2006-04-08T14:51:00.000+08:00

Haha......hmmm......didnt update my blog for quite some time already....feeling so bored.....so empty now.....

Nothing much happened during my work lately and things somehow tend to get back on its track already.....more and more orders coming in day by day.... But.....two of our team mates had left our team and in search for a better job. Its kind of sad actually to see ppl whom we met and started to know each other as frens.... went through product training course together and now they left. Haiz....and i suppose grace doesnt feel good as well to see us leaving one by one....when will be my turn to leave next? Lol. Monday there will be a few more "newbies" joining our team *yeah* haha hope they can stay put to their job as long as possible if not grace will start to "redistribute" work to us again = more work load! Haha.....

Hmm......"working" sucks......and it sucks more when have to work everyday doing something which i dont like. But yet i sttill have to do it if not there will be no income for me. I miss the school really....i miss the days when i had to wake up early the morning everyday and rush for lectures, i miss those times.....really. School is going to start soon for those ppl in SP and i am also going in for ns very soon as well haha.

I just received my enlistment letter! Damn it! haha......

Two years in ns.....hmmm.....i guess i will definately going to lose and gain alot of things. I might lose "freedom", "GF" , "hair" and maybe "looks" etc.... but on the other hand, i will gain more "experiences","muscles", "income" and "frens" of course.

And....i am feeling empty again.....and i guess i nid to find out the reason why.....haiz....

"HEARTACHE ARH!"

2006-03-24T21:33:00.000+08:00

Gosh! Today is my worst day ever! Maybe i should have gone to work today no matter how sick and tired i am! Haiz......had stomachache in the middle of the nite and i kept waking up going to the toilet to squeeze wadever shit out of my bowel till i am drained totally and i dun even had the strength to get up this morning. I msg yong kai to help me apply a day leave but grace said die die must see my MC. Okay....fine.....so i went to the clinic and consult the doctor.

Doc asked me some qns like how my stool looks like blah blah blah then he asked me go to the bed and lie down for him to check. At first he uses his fingers press my stomach here and there asked me pain or not? Then after that he said wanted to furthur confirm whether is it constipation or diarrhoe so he said wanted to insert something into my anus to check. Gosh! He asked me to take off my pant and turn sideway facing the wall while he uses his fingers (with gloves on) and there he stuff his fingers in! .......woooooo.......SENSATION TO THE MAX SIA! The doctor is damn GAY! He uses 2 fingers! Ouch! damn it damn it damn it!!!!! Argh!!! wad a unique way to diagnose stomachache!

Holy....it feels supa weird and terrible to get something and stuff into the anus...and its My anus somemore! hoho......shiok to the limit sia....doctors are really the most horrible creature on the earth! *sob sob!*

I swear i will never ever visit that clinic ever again! I shall look for a clinic where a female doctor is in....IF,,,,,,,ever i having stomachache again!

*Mummy!!!!! A Gay Doctor Stuffeeeeeeeeeeed His Fingers into my ASSSSS!!!!!!!!! Early the Morning!!!!!!*

2006-03-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

Yeash! Today got an order form rolled out from the fax machine and i had a shock! Coz that order form was faxed in by one of my client! wahahaha! Yeash yeahsh yeash!!! An extra dollar commision has been added into my pay! *Phew....* not easy to earn that dollar sia coz everyday have to keep pressing them to faster send in their order forms this and that, calling and ask them to advertise with us...blah blah blah. Challenging work but tiring haha " ).

Well.....i expecting 3 more order forms to roll in by tml afternoon coz i received reply that they are interested to shal fax their order form in asap. Hehe.....hope they really do wad they promised if not i shall call and disturb them whoho. Had alot of rejected calls in morning and most of the receiver are like so nasty. They seem to get annoyed by the 2 word "Yellow Pages" coz everytime i called and said i am from yellow pages they will either increase their voice suddenly and shout and yell out wadever hokkien stuffs or even best.......hang up the call immediately before i could explain to him wad is it abt Oo.

Haiz....singaporeans arh...........hopeless arh!

After work went to pick daisy from work and we headed home together. We had our dinner at her hse nearby before we went to shop at the NTUC for the stuffs which my mum wanted me to buy. Hmmmmmm....and it cost me $5.70 haha. Shall get it back from my mum later.....*eyes rolling* haha. After that i withdrawed some $$ from the atm before we headed home along the romantic path again. Wooooo.....romantic! haha. Oh yah.....just wanna share something...my mum seems to like daisy haha. Hmmm........well.....since there is no objection from my mum means shld be easy to woo her i guess haha....hmm......hopefully lah.....hehe.....

Buddha:

*Who dun ever wear a mask........

As long as we are humans, we do

But......

Wad matter most isnt wad lies beneath the mask......

Its the "Heart" that matters.......

As long the heart wasnt tained by evil thoughts that always thinking of who and how to destroy....messing up other ppl's life when they are actually leading a stable one......

THEY WILL ALWAYS APPEAR PRETTY NO MATTER HOW THEY LOOKS LIKE....even if they are beggers or handicaped ppl " )

As for those "evil" ones.....

They shall suffer the fate of bad karma....

2006-03-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

Arh so sad sia.... weekend is abt to end soon....which means......

MUST START MAKING CALLS! CALLS! CALLS!

Just had a chat with fraser on wad to wear for tml monday and we decided to wear blue together......"Monday blue......" haha! weeeee....hope my order forms will start rolling in by tml morning!

*Head set....here i come.....! *

2006-03-19T14:22:00.000+08:00

3 things i hate people do to me:

1. MAKING USE OF ME!

2. CHEATING ME YET STILL HARBOUR ILL INTENTIONS!

3. HARM MY FAMILY!

To those ppl who had done the things to me i mentioned above:

"DONT! Ever! Test my limits!

None of you is fit to do so!

If any were to test me....

Pls take note of my facial expression and treat it as my first warning to you.......

And if any dont......see my fists.......its shld be clamping it together.....second warning

And if still persists on agitating me......beware of the consequences!

2006-03-12T14:18:00.000+08:00

Had been working for a week already and YEASH! I still managed to stay on with my job instead of resigning ahha. Whenever me and Yong Kai cant get any order form faxed in, we will say this to each other, "Omg, today alot ppl rejected our offer. Lets resign together tomorrow ok?" wahaha! But uptil now....the amount of workload is still ok for me to manage except that sometimes, i will get very irritated by the secretary as majority of them would make decision for their boss!

Eg.

Me: Hi! Good morning! Is this blah blah blah company? My name is Leo, calling from Yellow Pages, may i know who is this on the phone pls?

KP secretary: "Yellow pages! No NO, our boss sure dun wan to place ad wan!"

1 sec later........phone: "Du.....................du.....du......du....du....." Oo.

Great.....they hang up our call like that without even asked or let us have a chance to get through to their boss! *slapppppp!* I somehow felt pity for their boss as they would actually chose to hire such an idiotic person to work as recep for their company. *Pui!* No wonder their company is always doing small business and cant expand it.

Friday.....grace talked to me about my performance on thursday and commented that the calls i made were too few. Well...i was awared of that too but thursday i was having sore throat and not feeling so well so i somehow "slacked" haha. *wink wink*

Had been going out with daisy after my work haha and we almost everyday went to work and go home together since its on the way and somemore she staying very near my block too haha. Yesterday we rent 2 Dvds and 1 vcd and we watched it at my hse till 11plus pm. woah....romantic isnt it haha. We had the lights switched off while watching the shows in living room and mum and sis purposely went to slp early so as not to disturb us *wink wink* haha. whahahah! so romantic......how i wish she can stay abit longer but...hmm.....perhaps next tiem then haha. Theres still got lots of chance in future so no nid to rush hehe. Walked her home after 11pm and it seems that time passes really fast. We have alot to chat but its just that time is always not enough. *slap time* haha.....*bleah!*

2006-03-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

Arh.......damn damn damn! Just received a call from the Army recruitment drive centre and they informing me that my application for Engineering Specialist has been approved and the contract is on the way Oo. It's so sudden sia. I told them that i am currently on 3 month contract working under Yellow Pages and i signed the contract wif them before my application actually got approved but the lady whom called me said " dun u know that once being a regular u cant work part time or any temp job?"

Come on lah, of coz i know once i am a regular i cant work for any other companies outside, but i wasnt informed by the officer , during the interview, that i cant find a temp job to work while waiting for reply at the same time. Anyway, i haven even get the enlistment letter from the army and i am not yet a regular so i can still choose wad to do during my leftover months before i get enlisted. Does it sound logical? And now they asking the officer in charge whether i can be excused to complete my temp contract wif Yellow Pages and at the same time sign bond contract wif army not? If the officer shake his head then i will have to give one up one of them and theres a price to pay behind it. If i give up the bond, then my hope to become a professional in mechanical field would be destroyed. But if i give up the job at yellow pages, i will have to compensate them remaining months of my working days and that will be probably around$2k plus. Omg.......hope the officer is kind enough to give chance arh......only work 3 months.....wad for so calcualting rite? *tiko kneeling to heaven and pray*

Went to work early the morning and also accompanied daisy to work since we were on the way to our destinated company at the same time haha. And i reached yellow pages pretty early eh haha. Grace saw me and she was kinda surprised to see me report for work early and she tot i am excited becoz later i will officially be making calls to respective companies to ask/recommend/urge them to place an advertising ad in yellow pages.

Reached there early but theres nothing much i can do coz the computers were not rdy for use yet so......i and the rest of my frens took up the headsets and started a mini 10 ppl conference chat! whahaha! hooo hoo! It was so fun! But i guessed we disturbed the other perm staffs and they had to cover their speaker while toking to their clients online haha. *Opx*

Noon time! And all of us started making calls after we had our lunch. Well.....everything was fine....uptil now i still haven encounter any hostile clients on the phone yet but unlike my frens, some ppl actually would slammed their phone down even after u intro urself, "hi! mr blah blah blah, this is (name) calling from yellow pages............(the call went on like this......duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu..................)" slap those KP clients! haha! Had a very interesting encounter while i am calling my clients. I actually called to daisy company and i wasnt even aware of it that daisy is working at there! wahhaha! And somemore today was her first day reporting to work for her ITP and so happened that she was the one who answered the call. This is how our conversation sounds like....

Me: Hi good afternoon! Is this (name of company)?

Daisy: Yes it is!

Me: Hi! My name is Leo and i am calling from yellow pages. May i speak to Mr (blah blah)?

Daisy: Eh! U are Leo? Are u leo from that tcs? That leo from tcs ming xing ou xiang(star idol) wan?

Me: Huh?? No NO! I am Leo not from tcs! I am from yellow pages. May i know who is this on the phone?

Daisy: I am daisy....(paused for a moment...)

Me: ???

Daisy: Erm......we dun a person called (name) here.

And i ended the call shortly ......

GUess wad i received next? Its daisy call! wahhaha! From then i realised ohh......so just now that "daisy" was actually her! wahhahha! And i was thinking why she would relate me wif that ming xing ou xiang "leo" ?. Tcs and leo are my nick haha! When she related me leo from tcs makes me very confused and i wonder how she managed to know me? I tot i made a wrong call coz she told me she is daisy but i also got called many daisy before i get through her haha! She sent me a msg and i tot she angry wif me .....

Daisy: Stupid u!!! Called my company tell u i'm daisy and u dun even know.....Mr Leo!! *Slap*

Wad a coincident sia.....woooo.......fate lah fate! must be! hahahha! *dreaming again......*

Didnt went for zhang yang training just now coz i was very tired after calling so many ppl. WOOTZ! so i went home straightafter work. actually i wanted to bring her off from work too but too bad she having other program later. Hmmm....so maybe i do it tml then? " )

Omg....i am missing her......hmm.....dunno wad she is doing rite now? Is she home yet? Hmmmm.....dunno lah....but thinking that tml i will be able to see her again really brighten up my day haha! *wink wink* I shall chiong for my $1 commision tml!!! argh!!! kambatae!!

($1 / ad put in yellow pages...is god damn hard to earn! *slappppp the white chicks!* LOLZ)

2006-03-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

Haha.....weak......weak.....i am still as weak as before........

Somehow there seems to be lots and lots and lots of competitions i have to face but i hate competitions especially in "relationship". Being in love wif one another is a blessing already so wad for must there be someone called "Competitor" exists between a couple?

Haha........i really dun understand why these so called "Competitor" loves competition so much. Dun they realise "true love" cannot be achieved even if they won the....."match"? Haiz.....headache arh headache......i am bound to lose for sure if there is "competitor" around. I am reallly a "chicken"...really.....afterall i am neitther casanova nor his disciple haha. I dunno how to sweet tok, dunno how to romantic blah blah blah....i only how to stand aside and look at them passionately.

*Tiko stares at a distance away......."

Am i going to lose????

omg....."LOSE" sounds so scary to me.....

haha......

2006-03-04T16:09:00.000+08:00

Hmmm.....had been having training courses for the past 3 days conducted by Yellow Pages sales dept. Well, actually doing telemarketing for Yellow Pages actually wasnt that...."scary" at all. Our job was to sell the advertising space in Yellow Pages to advertisers and make them advertise their own prodct & services in there but it wasnt cheap at all and yet its still the most affordable advertising medium as compared to others like newspapers,tv commmercials ,radiobroadcast etc. Its a very different job lah. Most of the time we will be dealing wif many professionals in different field of profession.......hmm.......i can learn alot from there but it can be tough too coz we may get outspoken by them also.

They hired 10 telemarketers and all of them are so friendly haha. *phew* Oh yah, our overall project manager, an ang mo looks like the "White chicks!" wahhahahah! It was so damn funny when i first saw her on thursday in training room. We were having training but she suddenly walked in and i was the first to laugh! The first image she gave me was....omg....."white chicks" sia! Her face looks like plastic especially when she smile......hahaha! But it was damn paiseh coz everyone was wondering why i am laughing so happily when she walked in Oo. Hmm....guess i over reacted haha.....

Just got my temp passs and also being assigned to my workstation *weeeee~!!!* They provide us wif headset, a com (xp edition) and also personal stationaries as well as a drawer to keep our stuffs. Not bad lah.....first time i feel so "pro" when i tried on the headset haha. Supposed to mit daisy at 6pm but i kept her waited for me outside the building for haf an hour! Omg....so sry daisy....my manager kept us behind to issue us our headsets and also tidy up our work station tooo. Next time u be late lah then i wait for u instead haha " ). we went to eat our dinner and tehn after that went to singapore conference hall to watch william performing.

Hmm...well....overall the performance was considered average to me leh. Even though i have been supporting cheng san for many years and also been to their concerts many times, but i feel their standard has somehow dropped alot. It wasnt as interesting as that time when Ye Chong instructor was around to conduct. Dunno was it becoz of the songs they playing not? It cant really get my attentions leh except for the first piece they played immediately after the interval. I still prefer last time the soloists played their instrument wif no support at all.....they just solo on the stage. Wooooo......misss that!

"All men are the same"..........i strongly object wif this comment. Everyone is unique in their own way. We each have hold different ideology, character and values in life and if all men are the same...then....it will be very unfair to some of us.

Read the Darma book just now and i happened to read a section called "Attachment detachment & desire" and wadever it wrote in there are so real. I shall share this wif u ppl.....hope it will enlighten some of u too.... ")

What is the difference between being attached to other people and loving them?

With "Attachment, we often over estimate other peopl's qualities, thinking that they are better than they actually are. Also, we care about them because they pleases us; they give us presents, praise us, help and encourage us etc.

What we ordinarily call love is usually just attachemnet. With attachment, we do not see people for who they are and theerby develop many expectations of them: they should be like this, they should do this and that etc. Then when they do not live up to what we thought, they were or should be, we are hurt, disllisioned , and blame them.

With genuine love, we care for other people and want them to be happy not because they pleases our ego and desire, but just becozuse they exist! Real LOve does not expect anything from others in return. We acceptfor who they are and still try to help them. But, we are not concerned at all with how we will benefit from the relationship. "Real Love" is not about jealousy and possessive.

Rather, it is impartial and is shared with all beings.

*Enlightened?* haha......phew......felt so much better after reading darma book. It simply gives me all the useful advices which no ordinary ppl can give me. Each of us have faults and flaws in us. So wad we can do is try not to hide our flaws. Be ourselves....be the way we originally are and present it naturally in front of other people. If someone has fallen or love you even if u have flaws here and there, it shows that that person is in love with ur character rather then looks and physical. Of coz....some may speak LIES with their eyes"open". To avoid, the only way we can differentiate "truth and lies" is.......increase our knowledge....widen our wisdom. Through wad kind of medium can we achieve it? I guess that will be "experiences"......"experiences" that we had gone through before.....if not then maybe we will have to seek enlightenment through our own religion. " )

Suddenly having an urge to express my views here haha......i guess through blogging is my best way to express my real feeling coz i am really lousy in expressing myself in real life....." ). Gotta go teach daisy bro wushu later . Hmmm.....but my joints have hardened! omg....i am getting uncle liao haha.....

2006-02-28T21:16:00.000+08:00

Oh my god....my agent called me early the morning and the is wad she said....."Hi chen siang! Congrats! U just got accepted by Yellow Pages!" =_=" sian.....haha.....

Yesterday received 2 calls from the same agency and they offered me 2 different jobs. One is doing temp admin job and the other is telemarketer for Yellow Pages. But since Yellow Pages called me up for the interview so i went theer immediately after i helped daisy carry her stuffs to SP for submission. *Wootz!* Guess wad, when i was called in for interview the interviewer told me she cant find my resume Oo. God....Hasnt my agent sent my resume to her already??? So no choice, she had to interview me starting from the most basic like how old i am....wad is my highest qualification....past job experiences etc. Then when she start to ask further, my heart seems to beat supa fast coz all her qns are so STRICT and Direct!

List of Qns Asked:

a.) "How much do u know abt telemarkets duty?"

Ans: Erm....it is to do sales, promote the company product through the phone.

b.) "Do u have any sales experiences before?"
Ans: yes but i never tried promoting product to customers through phone calls.

c.) "How do u normaly cope wif stress?"
Ans: Going for toilet breaks? haha.

d.) "How would u react if u hapened to handle nasty customers who scold, insult and even hang the phone before u can start introducing the product?
Ans: Erm....maybe i will go for a toilet break again, wash my face to cool myself then after that get back to by work again.

And the Q&A session goes on like this......*Blah Blah Blah Blah.....PONY!* haha....

And as she asked qns....she seems to get frastrated. Hmm....i wonder whether she did it on purpose to test me not? Maybe test my reaction? When i see her like that i remained calm on the surface but damn freaking nervous deep inside my heart. haha! sian...somemore its an aunty! The more she frown i can see more of her wrinkles! *twist fingers* haha! Mum say one musnt be too critical in his/her comments on other ppl. But she also told us musnt lie! wahhaha!

But as for why she decided to recruit me i really dunno and i dun wish to know too haha. I tried to reject this job but my agent persuaded me not to coz she explained there are alot ppl applying for telemarketers post and i passsed the interview without resume but just verbally so which means they see the potential in me? Oo. Haha. Yah true lah......their interview was very formal type and the qns that they asked was very....hard to counter back. They somehow will managed to ask qns till u got stunned! paused at there for a couple of mins. *Slapppppppp!* But anyway, they made me sign a 3 months contract wif them then tml shall be the start of my training which will last for whole 2 working days and i still get paid $6/hr then after that fri shall start work immediately. Kinda worried....coz this job is not easy and i have to meet their target even though i get extra pay added to my basic salary. *worried*

After the interview went to mit up wif daisy haha but i reached there kinda early so i waited for her till she came. Next we went to buy tickets for "Final destination3", ate something before we catch the show together. Haha....well, the show was bloody! *Ewwwwwwww~~~~!!!!* The most gross part was when the girls got bbq in their "suntanning bed"(haha dunno wad is it called) and it scares the hell out of most gals in the theatre.....of coz....daisy as well haha. *wink wink* But i also got scared by the way ppl "died" in the show. After watching we went to careerfour to buy Alo vera drink and took a short walk at fort canning park Hmm.....we wanted to find the reservoir near there but after walking round the park i am already tired so we sat down on a bench to rest. We chatted....made fun of those ppl hair who jog in the park haha. It was fun sia....and relaxed too....*taking deep breath.....woods......arh......!!!* Get the joke ppl? haha!

Hmm.....i confessed to daisy! haha.....as for wad lies ahead in our future...no matter wad is the outcome.....tiko will still hope for the best bah. " ). *wink wink* haha......Haiz. ok time to slp liao. tml gotta spend whole day attending training course! whoho.....wish me luck ppl.....hehe....

Nite daisy! " )

2006-02-25T11:11:00.000+08:00

Ah yo yo.....haha....dunno wad to blog leh. Theres so many thing i wanted to share here but i am just too lazy to type and guess wad, my moustache is growing at a supa fast rate! Man...i look really like a cheekopek wif my moustache unshave. *sob sob*

Tuesday, Went to school for the interview wif "Ben & Choy" regarding our FYP report. Well....everything went smoothly lah. Choy asked me alot of qns like how our team distribute the work blah blah blah....praised our report was well organised and written blah blah blah haha. They seems happy wif me lah during the interview and i guess must be becoz i wore pink that day and so happened that they also like pink so that explains why they were happy wif me wahahahaha!

After the interview, choy passed me a $160 cheque to settle the outstanding payment to the company whom i bought the batteries from. I called the person in charge but his colleague says he is on leave and will be back on thurs Oo. Soon after that i went to mit up wif daisy at Tiong Bahru and we had our lunch first before we went to watch "49 days". Hmmm......the show was quite nice actually and touching too but as for horror scenes........erm........i only know daisy kept grabbing hold of my shirt and hide haha! First time my shirt got grabbed by a gal when watching horror show haha....not even my ex did that before. So....haha.....felt kinda shocked and perhaps a little bit shy at that moment but the feeling was good lah *wink wink*

Next, we went to her fren's hse to help him paint his room while some of his frens were busy drilling holes on the wall to fit the table. And i got a shocked when i see them painting his room "Red". Hoho.....its kinda errie actually and maybe some of u dunno, according to fengshui, red symbolizes "fire" element and it has alot of taboos behind it like red attracts "ying" which means "evil qi" etc. But since it wasnt my room so i shldnt comment so much and its rude to comment so much on things ppl do when they first see me rite? haha. Her frens are very humourous and i felt really comfortable mixing wif them haha " ).

Left the place together wif daisy at around 10.30pm and we took the smae train home since she also living in sengkang too haha! Nice nice....next time we must go out more often arh haha *wink wink*

Thursday , supposed to go to her fren hse for putluck but her fren suddenly cancelled it at the very last min coz his dad scolded him for painted his room RED! haha. And accodring to daisy, after that nite when we left her fren hse , something errie happened. Lights suddenly got switched off while they were still fixing something and the whole lot of them went out of the hse oO. Hmmm....creepy sia. Now they wanted to repaint it and may nid my help again haha. Actually i find it really fun to paint other ppl hse and after painting it i will feel a sense of achievement for getting a job well done and ppl will smile when looking it. Hehe....

So....no more potluck and daisy accompanied me to the company to make payment. I dunno whether is it "fate" that brought us together....the company which i have been searching for its location was only a few distance away from his fren apartment! wahhahaha! I am so lucky sia.....no nid to search the street directory and i managed to get to the place easily haha*wink wink* wahhaha! Then after that we went to hougang for a swim. Hmmmm.....its has been such a long time i stepped into the pool and i find myself really stupid once i am in the water. I am afraid of water lah.....but luckily i am tall so wun get drown so easily haha. Tried to learn floating, frog stlye and freestyle but i still cant the proper technique well. Must be becoz of my fear for water hmm....but i will overcome it after a few try. *praying* I die die must must how to swim before i got enlisted. Haha.......

And for that whole day i really enjoyed myself alot " ).

Ah yah....feeling lazy to continue typing again.....haha! guess i shall stop here.

2006-02-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went to work at Suntec and its was SoOOoOOoOOooOOoOOoO BORING!!! Jenny again arranged me to work ALONE with uncle wong for the whole day (8am -4.30pm). Torture sia.....everytime work wif him he will always stay "silence" throughout my working hours and things got even more boring without mali. Cant he say somehing??? I was so bored so i used my hp to video my "day wif uncle wong" haha! So glad that i got back my cam phone....whoho!

Anyone have job to intro me? hehe......i wanna change job!!! If got any lobang pls leave a msg in my tagbox k? *wink wink*

Just tried my swimming trunk and i found that its too TIGHT! wahhahaha! It has been such a long time i didnt try wearing it since pri 5 till now and i look funny in that "S" size swimming trunk. Lolz! Shall buy one "m" size soon so that i can start my private swimming lesson wif my uncle and daisy soon haha. Hmmm....who wans to accompany me go shop for swimming trunk? Where can i get a doremon figure printed on it wan LOLz! weeeeee.....swimming!!!!!

2006-02-18T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm.......i wondering why i am getting dreadful of starting a new r/s wif another person but on the other hand hoping to start one eagerly? I feel so confused sia. Even if i have somebody in mind i would chose to keep it to myself and prefer not to let the other person know abt it. Haha....i am such a KU KU!

Haiz....me and my weak mind......

2006-02-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...suddenly feeling bored rite now coz theres no more task for me to do anymore after submitted my FYP report haha! *Twist!* Now waiting to get interviewed by my supervisors on next tues and it was supposed to be on yesterday but humaniod team submitted their report late so as a result, choy postphoned our interview :s. Now whenever i receive his calls my heart will start to "tremble" . Wondering why? Coz everytime he call me, he always will have special "news" for me and i will have to convey his msg to all ppl in the project team. Sian....then when i tok to him i will "huh", "orh", "hmmm" with him throughout the conversation haha.

Weee! Choy finally helping me to settle the batteries payment. At first he was kinda unwilling to help coz of the receipt i got from the company whom i ordered the batteries from. The school just wun accept receipts that dun have a "paid" stamped on it Oo? I really dun understand the AUNTIES from MM financial dept. I ordered stuffs for the school project and with my supervisor acknowledgement but they insists me to pay for the batteries first then claim from the school Oo! Argh....*slap them all* Cant they just make things simpler to solve? But anyway, my sir has promised to help me pay for the batteries first, then after that he will claim from the school himself *whew* coz i begged him to *wink wink* haha.

Went to CMPB early the morning to settle some unfinished documents needed to be signed by me regarding my sign on stuffs. Left the place at around 12pm and went to watch "The fog" ALONE at tiong bahru plaza haha. Actually wanted to ask my frens in aricc but they not interested. Wanted to ask nigel too. But i scared that i might disturb his revision for exams. So...no choice...i wanted to watch that show eagerly so i went alone, bought the ticket and get seated in the theatre by 12.40pm.

Guess wad.....i had a shocked when i entered coz THERES NO ONE IN THE HALL!!!! *GoSH!* "The fog" is a horror show and there i go....watching alone! But luckily 3 more ppl came in during the showing of commercials but they all are old ppl Lolz! They siting very far away from me leh....and throughout the whole show i cuddled up to myself coz it was freaking SCARY!!!!! Imagine theres only 4 ppl in the theatre hall and when lights were out, u see nothing except for that big screen screening the horror scenes!!!! Theres one part showing the ghost using his walking stick banging the door, "BANG! BANG ! BANG!" and it made me jumped up from my seat....Oo.But i dun think the 3 ppl in front can see me wahhaha!

Next time.....i will definately ask my fren come along wif me to watch horro show if....i were to go tiong bahru watch again....haha!

2006-02-15T15:17:00.000+08:00

Great! choy just called me and said the receipt i submitted got REJECTED coz the company stated the wrong school name and he wanted me to pay $160 for the batteries i ordered coz my name was stated on the receipt since i was the one who attened to it Oo? What the FUK! Now choy asked me to get another official receipt from them again if not i will have to pay myself. Idiot company and idiot school! And now when choy cant help me to claim the $$ he blamed me and when the company dun get the payment , i will have to be responsible for it. Its their company stated wrong school name so was it my fault? I wasnt the one who wanted them to print the receipt this way! Argh! *Slap them both!* I dislike ARICC! Their internal management suks! Suks totally! Its so disorganised and when things goes wrong they shift the blame to each other and in the end, student gets it! Now i can understand why Yusoff (TSO) quaralled with the lecturers there : s

Yesterday went out wif a "stranger" and we known each other last week only through friendster and she wanted to date me out. And i agreed since i also no one to go out wif and its nothing wrong to go out wif normal fren on Vday isnt it? So i went...suposed to meet her at IMM 3.30pm but she was late for an HOUR! gosh! And i fell asleep on the bench outside the mac till she came....sian1/2. I was already so tired after finishing my project and yet still have to wait for so long. We went to grab a bite at fd court and all the while i toking to her she dun dare to lift her head up and look at me. I asked her why and she said i am too "scary" for her coz she find me too tall and becoz of my looks makes her feel that my expectation to choose a gf shld be very high Oo? So....wad does my looks got to do wif it? At first i can still tahan the feeling when chatting wif her and her eyes will never look up. Okay...that was fine wif me coz maybe first time met up and she is too shy or Nervous??? I guess she was overly nervous liao lah....coz i dun understand wad she was trying to tell me and i also dun understand wad language she was using. It sounds like english but also sounds abit like thai....and abit like tamil....haha....mixed up lah argh! *torture!*

I totally had no mood for anything else after that and i felt like saying gd bye to her and go back home slp. But surprisingly i didnt and i brought her to cinema and watch "casanova". Hmm...and it works....at least i can enjoy myself during that 2 hours show haha. After the show she wanted to ask me to go have supper wif her but i rejected her and wanna go home and slp early. She seems kinda sad lah so i bought her a rose as a gift from a 'normal' fren and it works. At least it managed to make her smile haha. Flowers do make wonders and gals just love them " ). But becoz of that, i guess i gave her wrong "signal". She asked whether she have the chance and get to know me more but i told her "i dun wanna get into r/s so fast but she can still know me more as a fren". And she kept quiet...hmm..did i broke someone's heart unintentionally? Maybe lah.....but i really have no special feelings for her leh. Maybe she failed to meet some of my expectations? haha.....maybe my expectation too high lah....so thats why i still left on the shelves haha. *twist*

Surprisingly.....i found out that actually...i have the ability to make gers get crazy over me very easily if i purposely relased my charm but the type of gers always...not the one i am looking for. Most of the time is Character doesnt match and not others. Haiz....too bad lah.....i just dun have the luck to make ger whom i am interested to fall for me. Gers prefers "man " type not a wuss. Hmmm....yah true.... but how man shld i be? muscular? thick moustache? rich? or having a pretty face after using SKII haha!

"Love don't cost a thing?" Hmmm.....is it true? If theres no money to spend then where shld the couples do when they are togther? Going zoo take a pony ride? Take a stroll in the park? sit down under the sky and count stars(too many to count) ? Going for camping? go fishing at bedok jetty? wahaha! Its romantic lah.....but when time goes on and on like this the ger may feel "bored" instead.

Will i get bad retributions after rejected someones love? I rejected quite alot le leh.....haha.....have to go say prayers now to cleanse my bad karma! Anyway....i still wish all couples remain sweet and romantic at all time. As for the singles, dun despair! Wait patiently and observe carefully for the one who suits u ")

Happy Valentine's day!

~~~ Cheers !~~~

2006-02-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

Weeeee~!! I finally got back my hp! My Siemens SL65!!! Haha! Yeah.....so happy. I waited for 2 months for them to get my hp repaired Oo? Damn it! And they told me from feb onwards, starhub will not receive any phones sending for repair and i was like, "Huh?" Coz afterall i waited for 2 months and they suddenly came up wif this funny regulation *scratch head*

Okay, after getting my hp i ate my dinner at the foodcourt and then after that headed straight to EXPO and work for "Zhen Ni" concert. They posted me to carpark and be the "carpark attendent" to make sure no one except for the VIPS and Sponsors are allowed to park their cars inside. Everything went quite smoothly and i sat on the chair, daydreaming and enjoy the scenery till the guests slowly coming in one by one. But there were also some drivers who are the audiences only insists on parking at the reserved lot for the guests and they just "BRoooom".....they parked their cars inside" -_o " . Luckily there were extra parking lot for those "incooperative" driver if not...hoho....i dunno wad to do if there wasnt any empty slot left for the guests.

Stayed outside there till 9 plus then i was called to stay inside the hall and listen to her sing. Well....hmm....her voice supa powerful even though she's already in her 60 haha. The hwole concert ended at 11pm an dit was supposed to end even earlier but she dragged *slap her!* Becoz she anyhow drag the concert, all of us including me have to work OT (no extra pay for us*) to control the crowds during the autograph session and the queue....woah! supa long! Then there are a few aunties quarrelled becoz they cut queue and the angry OBASAN wanted to call the police. But they got scolded by the personal security of zhen ni. As for wad he scolded i also dun remember haha but his tone was quite nasty. Left the place reaching 12am and i shared cab wif craige. I tot i will reach home fast and the cab fee will not be that ex since we shared the cab but, the cab driver drove us the LONG way and chatted wif us all the way while driving at slow speed. Cunning taxi driver....*pony bites!*

Reached home at 12.30 am, took a bathe then chatted wif "someone" and i find her quite interesting to chat wif haha. Erm...and thats all for yesterday. Oh yah, i passed my napfa! weee!! haha! i tot i am gonna fail this napfa but it didnt! haha! My 2.4 km i took 12 mins 30 secs to finish it and its just nice a silver award ! wahhahaha! But i am not quite satisfied wif this record and i can do even better if only my abs dun cramp during my last lap : s. Anyway, i passed and i have to go for early enlistment liao haha...i shld feel satisfied...yup " ).

Hmm...read wanling blog just now and dunno whether is it supposed to tag in this manner not...:

*Got tagged by Wanling*whahaha :P

Rules:
1.The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
2.need to mention the sex of the target.
3.Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their comments saying they've been tagged.
4.If tagged a 2nd time; no need to post

Target : Female
1. Must be at least 160 cm or above wahahaha!
2. Supportive ( Mustnt be too sacarstic! )
3. Fun to play wif, chat wif, communicate wif (physically and mentally)
4. Must have Big eyes!
5. Able to understand and respect each other needs/demands/ideology
6. Musnt scold me in front of other people (wan to scold me....just pull me aside and do it at a corner)
7. Adorable!
8. Long hair!
9. Cheerful!
10. As tiko as me!

*OPs! wahahha! Are my requirements hard to achieve?*

2006-02-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....i wanna shout!!!!!!!!!

*ARGH!!!!!!!!!! *

*ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*

Yesterday just had my napfa and its so demoralising after my pull up. My arm injury suddenly came back when i tried to pull myself for the first attempt and it hurts so i gave up and tried again. Second attempt....arh...having same problem as well but i cant have a score of only "0". So i gave in my best and i managed to do 3 times and when it comes to the fourth....i can feel my arm joint creaking. Wosh! Thats painful! I gave up and tried for the third time...and the result still the same as the second one. But the tester was so kind to record 5 pull ups i did in the record sheet haha....

But thats not all. As far as i know i had cleared my pull up, problems still persist in the other 2 stations, shuttle and 2.4km run. The track used for the shuttle run have lots of small stone on it and its so slippery that i almost rolled over it when i braked. But since i am wearing the wushu shirt so the more i musnt lose out and embarass myself.. The first time i did i got a timing of 10:9 secs coz i slipped. Second attempt 10:6 secs, slipped again and when i tried for the last time, i got 9.98 secs but i still slipped! ~whew~ I retest 2 times pull up, 3 times of shuttle run....and i am already haf worn out. Haiz.

Last station....2.4km. There were so many ppl on the track running which makes me kinda nervous. For the first 5 laps my timing was 10mins 12 secs and when i was abt to dash all the way to the finishing point, my abs cramped. All the 6 packs are like weighing 2 kg each but i still carried on running without stopping until i almost had 100 m more to reach the finish point, one of the testers shouted "10 secs left to get silver! Run ppl! " Everyone who were near the finishing point all chiong towards there and i follwed .But i dunno wad timing i got and the last time i saw the timer ,it was counting 26...27...28...29....haiz....hopefully i managed to reach there just in time. I dun wanna retake all 6 stations again if i were to exceed the minimum timing by 2 secs!

Guess wad, now my arms cant rotate much and i was kept awake for almost the whole nite coz of the pain . Pray for me ppl....pray that i get at least silver.....*Help me buddha!!! *

2006-02-05T12:24:00.000+08:00

Wootz! I am out for the whole day yesterday wif my wushu gang for our Bai Nian trip starting from North south --> North east --> East west side and we had visited 10 houses from morning to the next morning! And we had lots of fun at everybody's hse, we fooled around, joke wif their parents and we even sang chinese new year song before we enter the hse! wahaha! thats so fun!

Among all the hses i visited, i still prefer eric's hse coz he got 3 dogs!!! Arh....they are so cute and i love the white dog the most coz the min i stepped inside she immediately came to pester me and when i tried to trick her got food in my hand, she would stand up on her legs ONLY and do the gong xi gong xi action! wahaha! Aww...so amusing....but they are also over hyper active, one kept jumping up and down non stop, the other kept barking non stop and the third one kept aiming at the cookies on the table and she managed to get a cookie when i wasnt around to warn her keep away from the food haha. Guess wad....elvin asked me why got so much hairs on the cookies but he still continue eating it Oo? haha! Hmmm...and I wonder wouldnt that be unhygienic to keep 3 dogs in such a small hse with their furs flying around?

Hmm....and i got drunk at sam hse after drinking a can of tiger beer haha! The feeling of getting drunk feels great sia and its even great when ppl is in happy mood and i get high when i laughed haha. Then after that we went to weng hse, which is already 1am and also our last stop. His dad pointed at the beers to me and asked me wan to drink not. haha...1 can of tiger already makes me haf "high"....if i drink another 1 can again...i guess i will strip and dance! wahahaha. We watched our qun ying video uptil 2.30 am plus....then i, kah boon, yew ming and gen hao took px daddy car to bukit batok. Gen hao went home first while the 3 of us shared cab home. Kah boon and yew ming alighted before me and by the time i reached sengkang, the cab fare was already $28 dollars plus Oo. wooo...thats ex u know. The first thing i do after reaching home was changed into a clean set of clothes, washed my face without bathing and immediately went to bed to slp. Now my hair feels itchy argh.....*scratch* gotta bathe soon. lol...

*If someone who can makes me laugh, comfortable and fun to be wif, share each other thoughts.....i think i will fall in love with that somebody.....yeah...that "somebody"??....lol.....*

2006-01-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

Hohoho!!! Finally! Its Chinese New Year! And heres my wishes for all Boys&Gals:

For Gals: 1.) Alwayz ~~ PRETTY ~~
2.) Alwayz ~~ SEXY ~~
3.) Alwayz ~~ CHEERFUL ~~
4.) Alwayz ~~ OUTGOING ~~
5.) Alwayz ~~ ATTRACTIVE ~~
6.) Alwayz~~......hmm...i guess thats enough. One

musnt be too greedy...." ) ~~

For Guys: 1.) .............NONE!

Wahaha! I guess their wishes are the same as me so theres no need for me to list them out haha....am i rite....B-O-Y-S ?? haha...

Okay, my aunty together wif her husband and 3 children came to my hse bai nian early the morning. Guess wad...she gave $20 for me! ~~weee!~ Thats considered alot already coz other relatives are not that generous one. They either gave me $2 or $6 (at most) . I wonder shldnt it be....when the older you get, you will get a bigger ang pow wif lots of $$ inside? But for me its different. The older i am, yah...i do get "Bigger" size ang pow but the $$ inside not that...."Big
leh hahaha!

Next we proceed to my grandparents hse in noon. When we reached there, wootz, i saw many many MANY shoes placed outside the door haha....woo.....scary sia coz so many ppl are inside that small flat. Once stepped inside, i started to greet everyone of them"Hi! Happy new year" blah blah...shaked hands wif them using my right and get the ang pow as well using left haha.....but how come my Ang pOw $$ still so little as compared to last year! Some of the ppl i seen today have really aged alot but, their children have grown up already and i am kinda surprised they recognised me and still know how to take the initiative and greet me "Siang Kor Kor". Ah...so touched haha but theres also some who are abit cold to me leh. Hmm....could it be generation gap?

Then...yah...had some short chats wif those "old" relatives of mine coz it has been a year we didnt see each other already so i thought i can just sit down and have a chat wif them . They asked me alot like when i going for NS....when graduating....got gf or not....why dun have gf.....and got one even thought i am married and asked me where is my WIFE! Lolz! Do i look like a "Married" man? Lolz. But....on the other hand i was hoping to get myself a nice gf....or perhaps my future wife.....and bring her along wif me to visit my relatives....grandparents plus my parents. Arh....isnt that wonderful? " )

We stayed put at my grandparents hse for quite some time then after that we went to pray at temple instead going other ppl hse to continue our bai nian journey. Well...it was my mum who suggested so i just tagged along haha...same for my father, sister, cousins, uncle, auntie bla blah too. Made alot of wishes there at the temple too hehe =p. Hmm....then next we went to my auntie hse and had steamboat as our dinner haha. *yum yum?* Her soup base is even tastier then my mum cooked.

Hmmm....suddenly have an urge to save and buy a car. Every year especially chinese new year i find that we always dun have enough cars to travel around together and visit everyone at different location. If i have a car of my own.....hmmm.....i guess that will be wonderful! haha. Shall start saving and hopefully i can fulfil my dream before age 23 or maybe 22 " ).

2006-01-26T11:45:00.000+08:00

Morning i got awakened by some sort of weird dream and guess wad, i saw 2 gals in my dreams and they confessed that they like me! Then dunno wad happened next, one of them like feeling very sick so i let her lie down on my chest and i can felt the pressure, her body heat....and i caresses her hair while she is slping. Its like as if she is a real object inside my dream Oo....

And normally when we dream, we usually cant remember or see clearly how the "people" looks like after waking up coz it was like a blur and an imaginary image created by our own imagination. But.....i can see their faces clearly! Isnt that weird? Both the gals i saw shares one common thing and that is they both have big eyes, long hair(shoulder length i guess) but the only difference is their height (one kinda tall like me and the other around my eye level). And then one of their father appeared suddenly and.....omg.......he looked exactly the same as my IA lecturer but the voice are different haha! He came and scolded me but i forgotten wad he said and thats how i got awakened by the dream. *Shivers*

Yesterday was my ancestor death anniversary and i prayed to her alot of things like helping me find a nice gf soon........did she really answered to my prayers? Haha....maybe she did....Lolz!

Going to repair my bicycle, doing house cleaning, wash clothes, iron new year clothes, wash toilets, going to buy new year stuffs wif my mum later and then do my project.....ah yo...busy busy busy......

2006-01-23T23:11:00.000+08:00

Argh~~!!!! I am going crazy soon! Having problems wif the placement of the PCB, batteries, motors....ah yo.....there are just so many constraints restricting my creativity and not to say further "Improve" the robot design *Headaches!*. Luckily i am doing the soccer robot instead of humanoid or else i can forget abt graduating coz more dimensions nid to be consider *wootz*!

Now still left a few more weeks before i graduate......whohoho! I am so excited to look forward for that day to come! Hate the days going to school just to do FYP! *Pui* I would rather go for lecture and tutorial classes rather then spending my time in the lab every morning chatting wif frens.....rot....daydreaming....and sometimes still have to wait for my turn to use com for designing my stuffs. But now i chose to stay home to do my designing and its much more productive then going school everyday haha.....(At least i am abt to finish my design soon..." )...)

Morning i called the army recruitment drive centre to postphone my napfa test date until feb haha. I just dun have enough confident to take my test on this coming wed so its safer to train more before going for the test " ). And i also skipped training at zhang yang side haha. Guess he is gonna scold me coz i told him that i will be coming today but in the end i didnt go and also same for SP training too *Ops!* Haha.....cant help it coz doing FYP makes me getting lazier to do other things.....

2006-01-21T21:04:00.000+08:00

Hehe....today is my first day helping zhang yang to coach his students at Chi studio and i am quite satisfied wif the training room and its interior design is fantastic! It was based on 'Zen' style, Whoho....my favourite haha. Well...today's lesson was quite relaxing one and i find it hard to explain my teachings for the ang mos. I just cant get used to the funny english terms used to translate for the meaning of the stokes name. Example, theres one stroke in chinese known as "Dan Bian" but in order to make the Ang Mo understand wad the shit i am toking, so i translated it as "Dan=Single" + "Bian=Whip" = "Single Whip" Oo. But anyway i also got to know a few Ang Mo frens from there also.....

Hahaha......

Then after the lesson, Robin Leong, the ex mediacorp actor + boss of chi studio, approached me and self intro himself haha. Holy....its my honour to shake hands wif him *wink wink* Zhang yang gave me a new pair of wushu shoes! WEEE!!! Nice Design. I wanted to pay him for the shoes but he say will give it to me free! haha! ~~~~~Its FREE lehz~~~~Oh yah, theres also a number of shaolin monks too and they tot i am from other country Oo? Wad makes them think so....???

Then after that went to mit up wif wan ling and nigel for gym at SPGG. Luckily she didnt come if not she will have to follow me and nigel walking around the school searching for gym available for us to use haha coz none of the gym centre is open for students to use on weekends *Boooooo!* :s . So we went to have our lunch then after that catch a show "I not Stupid too" at Tiong Bahru Plaza. It was nigel's idea haha. The whole show in fact was much realistic and funnier then the first version. Go watch ppl! Its a really nice show haha......

HohO.....i happened to met Raymond while i was on my way home. Oh my god.....i cant stand the way he toks. He is so gay.....haha! Ops :s He is a nice guy lah....but i just cant stand his sissyness thats all " ).

2006-01-20T21:57:00.000+08:00

Awwwwwww!!!! Sian....guess i did pretty bad for today's performance at Pasir Ris shopping mall. Zhang Yang coach didnt tell me who are the performers and when i reached there, woah.....all are from Singapore National team and 2 china champions! Omg...stress sia.....all of them including kim yong, they have great achievements like Dao champion, taichi champion blah blah announced while they performing....then i was thinking...how abt me? wad have i acheived so far? wahahaha....

Its very stressful to perform with those professionals and guess wad, i forgot my routine when i was performing haf way haha. ~~sian~~ So in order to end it i did a 360 degrees Bai Lian plus die zha stunt. Wootz! So shiok sia! The stage was so shaky and i got bounced back by the replusion force. Same goes for the rest too haha.....*phew* Not my fault! Its the stage!

Tml will be going to "Chi" studio and learn more routines from zhang yang. He planning to let me take over some of the trainings over there so that he can have more time to manage other classes Oo.

Me taking over some of his classes? haha......haiz.....but i cant i manage those ang mos lahz!!

2006-01-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

Just received a letter from army yesterday and they required me to take my NAPFA test next wed at Toa Payoh Stadium! Holy shit! This is bad.... i have not been training for a week already and the test date is just a few days later. Hmmm....i wonder will i be able to train my stamina, especially chin up, in such a short period of time ? Hoho! This is gonna be EXCITING! Its either i fail or pass my test Haha! Now i still considering whether i wan to postphone the test date not.... maybe.... after chinese new year? Haha but i scared after the first few days of new year i might get heavier(Fatter) and therefore also will affects my stamina as well.

So my best choice is "Die" faster and end it early or... "Delay"? Arh...this is getting me confused!

Went back Aricc yesterday to get the batteries delivered by Rexxon personally. Actually i didnt wanna go back coz i still nid to finish up my CAD design at home but since none of my teamates coming and also i am the one who ordered the batteries...so had no choice but to come back just to get the batteries. Wootz! And yeah.....the batteries i ordered are much much smaller than wad i had imagined haha. But it still nid to be tested for its performance wise and if everything is fine maybe.....let the next batch of student take over our research bah since we are already running out of time submitting our FYP Oo!

After getting the batteries, i travelled to my grandparents hse to get the "Fu, Lu, Shou" Golden RUYI by the order of my mum. Mum passed me some $$ and wanted me to pay my grandparents but they keep rejecting to accept the $$. Ah yo...its $$ from their daughter leh but they dun wan to take haha. Then at the same time had lunch wif them since my grandma is cooking already and i tell you, it feels great to have free lunch/dinner at other ppl hse coz its FREE! Wahahha! We chated while eating and grandma told me grandpa had a fall just now at the station escalator! Man....its dangerous for an old man who will be 70 this year to fall down but luckily he's alrite " ).

Oh yah, i called starhub and asked when i can get my hp back ever since i sent it for servicing for a month plus and guess wad they told me....."Oh Mr Tan, ur hp is already ready for collection" Oo! Isnt the ppl from their company supposed to give me a call or wad to inform me? Starhub....haiz.....haha " )

2006-01-14T15:10:00.000+08:00

5:30 am: ..........[Knock knock!] * Mum: Ah xiong! Faster wake up! Ah mei has passed away!...*

Yah.....thats wad my mum screamed outside my room and my first reaction was, H-U-H!!!

I got woken up by my mum's voice and i immediately rushed out of my room to take a look for myself.......SHE'S DEAD! She was found lying sideway on the newspaper wif all her faeces discharged near her anus but.....wad makes me sad was seeing her eyes partially closed...

* :(.....* Poor thing.....i lifted her up wif my hand but dunno why....my tears just rolled down my cheeks and dripped onto her.....i felt really really depressed when i saw her carcass lying still and yet her eyes were still partially closed.

8 years......my best companion for the past 8 years........our 8 years of friendship has finally ended. I am lost for words now.....it seems there wasnt any words that can best describe my current mood.

6.00am: Before my mum and sis went out for work, they asked me to play Song of Bodhisattvas from my sis radio to purify her soul then afte that put her in a box, seal it with flower petals inside before bringing it to the sea and let it drift away. I did wad they said to me......but as i continued preparing the stuffs....my heart felt as if it weighs tons. Before covering the box, i tied a string of buddha beads round her neck plus a sutra placed inside wif her....and hopefully she will be guided well by the budhhas and may she be allowed to be reincarnated as a human in her next life and freed from animal, insects or wadever evil paths.....

8.00am: After having my breakfast, i carefully placed the box which was already properly sealed onto a chair and started chanting for her. Though she's dead and cant possiblly hear my chanting, but hopefully with the power of strong dedication, my chanting do helps her to get closer and embrace by budhhas....*OM MANI PADME HUM*

This is my third time chanting for my pet ever since i started rearing animal when i was primary 4....

9.00am: Brought some incense sticks, lighter, sticky tape, wooden plank together wif her out and took a cab to the nearest beach nearby my hse.....Punggol Beach. I was kinda surprised by the surroundings there. Not only it has been renovated and has become cleaner.....the surrounding there was also very quite and calm. A very peaceful spot to let her drift out into the ocean. I spent 20 mins plus, sat down beside her and chat wif her....telling her to reincarnate as honest, loyal and also a kindhearted human...and may she continue her afinity with the teachings of budhha in her next life....haha....thats why i gave her buddha beads and a sutra.....

10.10 am : Spent quite some time sitting on the sand watching her slowly drifting away from my vision.....had alot of thoughts at that moment too.....all are mostly sweet memories i had shared wif her when she is still alive...like times i had my first gf and then gradually falling out of love....passed my PSLE and O exams.....

.....She has been sharing all my woes and happiness for 8 years!....

Yah....i missed her.....badly! I really dunno who i can tok to if i were to feel sad....who would mind sitting down by my side and quietly listening to wadever crap i am going to say without even answering back at all....

* :(........... *

10.45am: Went to buy my lunch before going back home.....

Today is the lunar month of 15th.....and i saw the full moon rite outside the window when i went sat down beside her carcass. It was beautiful.....i guessed she has been struggling to live till she sees her last full moon before she gave up and chose to end her suffering.....

She has passed away.....leaving me forever....but her death has also taught me alot on Birth, Aging, sickness and death. Its the natural cycle whcih every living beings has to go through...and i am gladto be once agin enlightened....but this time round i got enlightened by an animal...haha..., by my precious....rabbit sister..."Ah Mei"....

* Thanks for accompanying me for 8 years......thanks for being my companion for so long......ah mei......i love you....*

2006-01-12T22:45:00.000+08:00

Finally brought my precious for checkup at the vet clinic haha. Yesterday i was thinking how to raise money amd get my rabbit treated and i even thought of "Borrowing". So silly of me haha.....i nearly forgot abt my unclaimed pay from suntec! *phew* So i went to my working place, claimed my pay, accompanied mali to hang ten buy his discounted price shoes bag haha....then after that went home immediately and brought my rabbit to visit a Vet clinic located at serangoon.

When i reached there and register at the counter, the nurse saw my rabbit and her first reaction was "Wow!" haha.....i guess she got amazed by my rabbit's size. When its my turn to bring my rabbit in for checkup, the vet looked at my rabbit's condition and shook his head for quite a number of times while doing the diagnosing. He overturned my rabbit and showed me the big tumour located near her bladder which causes her unable to pass out the waste properly. He asked for my rabbits age and i told him she is 8 years old already so wad he suggested was, maybe....give her a "sleeping" jab to let her pass away peacefully coz rite now, wad she needs most is to undergo major operation but she might not make it through even after the op due to her age. Of coz i rejected his suggestion....i will never give up on her so easily even if she has reached her limit so i asked vet to get me some med to maybe help improve her condition.

He gave me some vitamins, painkiller, antibiotics syrups and also gave demo the proper way to feed her wif the syringe. But he also mentioned and told me not to pin too much hopes on her recovery coz for the current state she is in now...seems critical already and may pass away anytime. Well....i just smile and nodded my head but at that moment when he told me that.... i was already at the verge of crying *weeping...* Before i leave, both vet and nurse said something encouraging to me ....."Give it a try lah. Try ur best to save her.....maybe she will get better after taking the med" and they gave me a smile too. Haha.....their words made me so touched and i really appreciate their support....

Took a cab home and i immediately fed her wif some glucose, med plus fresh water. And now she has fallen asleep....phew.....got to feed her the next morning again. Somehow.....i just dun feel so guilty anymore after bringing her to visit a vet. At least i did try to do something for her to save her....instead of giving her up and let her die on her own. "Compassion"... one really must be compassionate for all living beings isnt it? Hopefully she can feel my compassion...and perhaps... gives her the will to stay alive till the day she has given all her best....

THE GREAT COMPASSION MANTRA

THE HEART SUTRA

*OM MANI PADME HUM*

2006-01-12T00:02:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....my rabbit has fallen sick. And she contracted some kind of intestinal virus known as "GastroIntestinal Stasis". According from the info taken at a site, it says once the rabbit gets affected by this kind of virus will cause their tummy to bloat, loses their appetite to eat and then eventually die becoz of adominal pain. Now when i see my rabbit....i....i.... just feel like crying. She is so pity.....lying on the floor flatly and when i tried to give her food to eat she will only eat a few mouthful of it. I feel so useless! I cant even send my rabbit to see a vet when she is sick coz i dun have $$ to pay for her medical fees *weeping*...

My mum says maybe her time is almost up coz she has been living wif us for 8 years....so she suggested me to let her pass away peacefully. But i dun wan to just sit back and see her suffer and died of pain.....theres something which i shld do to help relieve her pain or maybe...save her life. So i found some useful info from sites like massaging her adominal to relieve her pain....force feed her to eat some high fibre vege....blah blah. Hopefully she can still hold out for a few days more until i get my pay and will send her for treatment asap....haiz...

I really cant imagine one day my rabbit is going to leave me for good. She has been my best companion for the past 8 years.....and whenever i am sad, happy or feels angry over certain matters, i will grab her and let her sit on my lap chatting wif her. *huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.....ah mei pls dun die.....!*

"Ah mei...be strong.....kor kor will find $$ and bring you to seek medical treatment...."

2006-01-10T23:16:00.000+08:00

One thing i just dun understand......how come bad things keep on looking my family up? Wad actually goes wrong? My parents had a fierce arguement again....and this time is becoz of some misunderstanding...AGAIN! Haiz.... everytime they argue, dunno why my legs will start to wobble.....maybe i am scared.......

I really wonder whether is it a test arranged by heaven to purposely make me go through it. In the past i always assume things and ppl around me will stay the same forever but.....the things that i had encountered for the past 2 years seems to have enlightened me somehow. I always thought my friends around me will never pass away so young....but one of my friends already did.....I always thought my love ones will stay healthy.....but my aunt husband had a minor stoke last year.....i always thought as long i put in my 10o% devotion and loyalty to the one i love, she will not leave me...but it always dun turn out well......I always thought my uncle will not divorce his wife....but he did since last year.....i always thought my parents are the most loving couple and would never quarrel...but they still did and its seems to be getting worst everytime they were to start an arguement......i always thought my dad will never encounter any car accident in his entire life....but he still did...and for the first time he did actually got a cyclist killed last year but the lucky thing was....my dad wasnt found guilty yet coz evidence wasnt enough to charge him....

How come i have so many "I always thought" all dun have a happy ending? Its tough for me to undergo all these at my age.....i cried, legs wobble for many many times....but i still managed to overcome it slowly for the past 2 years wif the help of my friends. They were there for me when i nid someone to console me....to talk wif...and i really appreciate it. I always hear those fortune tellers say that if a person were to enjoy life during his/her teenage years, they will most probably run into problems at the later part of their life and for those who didnt will probably enjoy their life later and its like wad the chinese says..."Bitter always comes first before sweet. suffer first then enjoy" Well.....it do makes sense isnt it? But there are also some lucky ones who dun suffer much for their entire life and maybe could be becoz of the good karma that they had cultivated in their past lifes.

Hopefully things will get better for me maybe after a few years time?Hmm......and maybe i shld join some voluntary work to help those ppl who needs my help " ) so that i can cultivate some good karma for my own? haha... " ). My mum say i am too honest and kind to ppl and even animals....well...i guess i am born to be like this and its hard for me to change leh haha....

2006-01-09T22:18:00.001+08:00

Arh....yesterday was a very bad day for me! So many unplesant things happened on me coz i happened to encounter an emergency anti-terrorits drill exercise while i was on my way to work at Suntec. All of the passengers were asked to alight at Little India station coz Chinatown were reported to be attacked by "suicide bombers" and all of us had no choice but to take the shutter bus rides that they had arranged for us. Man....its was so So so chaotic! People were pushing and rushing to board the buses! Becoz of the "kiasu" singaporeans , an old lady around 50 years old suddenly banged against my left shoulder and heard a very loud yelling "Arhhhhhhhhh.....!!!!" The next moment when i turned to my left, she was already lying outside on the open road! Omg.....its was so dangerous in addition that she was banged and landed in front of the stopping bus! *Phew! *

STUNNED! I really got stunned! That time i was on the phone trying to call jenny to tell her that i will be late coz i got caught up by the emergency exercise, but i didnt know the lady would come and banged herself against my shoulder which sent her flying out on the road. Everything seems to take place so suddenly and somemore she landed rite beside me with the presence of the reporters.....crowds...but the ppl around me all took a step backward and so in the end, it seems i am the one who pushed her *Clap clap! Lights on me pls*. But luckily she yelled " That guy is so FAT!" but she didnt point out who and.... phew....ppl around me started to shift their attentions on me and started to look around for anyone who are fat standing near me not Oo.

Haiz.....Singaporeans.......it was raining very heavily and there were so many ppl standing beside me but none came up to give me a hand to help that lady up except for the SMART staffs standing by around....the crowds just stood beside and watched and worst! Some curious ppl even went up to peep at her then turned their backs off immediately. Haiz....its kinda sad to see how ppl actually reacts when they sees a situation going on.

And of course...i am 40mins late for work and was already haf drenched when i reached my working place. Worked there for 12 hrs coz i am late and so nid to compensate another haf an hr plus back. Woot! tired.....ZzzZZZzzZ

I went for an interview at the Arny recruitment drive centre in the morning just now and as expected, my request to sign on as an Electronics Enginneers got rejected by them coz my diploma wasnt very into much specialisation in electronics as compared to those EEE students. Even though my course covers 3 broad areas like electrical, eletronics and mechanical but among the 3 , mechanical was much related to my diploma.....and so they highly recommended me to go for Automotive (Repairs engines, mechanical parts of all classes of vehicles) specialist instead.

At first i was quite resistant choosing Automotive coz i tot it was basically on repairing tanks and things like that. But in actual fact its far more then that coz now they are now using high tech equipments to scan through the whole vehicle before determining which parts to replace. Wooooo.....It sounds cool to me and after an hour plus discussion wif that staff sergent, he finds that i have a very promising future in army coz he asked me, "wad are the reasons which made you wan to sign on?" And i told him," coz i wanted to become a specialist, seeks a career related to my diploma." I asked him why so many ppl felt regretted after they chose to sign on and he told me its becoz, many didnt choose wisely. Many actually signed on as "combat enginneers" instead of "enginneering specialists" just for the sake of wad?For the sake of getting a few hundreds of pay higher offered in combat unit. Hmmm.....makes sense..

Before i went for the interview many ppl suggested me to sign on as officer but afer analysing it, i find that even though being a commisioned officer will get higher pay but in actual facts, diploma holders like us are at a very disadvantaged situation as compared to those degree holders or even master holders coz different education levels that they had obtained will determine their rate of advancement in army(either slow or fast) and also.... they die die have to leave by age 42-45. Unlike those uncommisoned officer can retire at much later...around age 55 .

Although "uncommisioned" are lower rank then those "commisioned" officers but, at least its rank is the top among all specialist ranks while for those "commisioned officers "...especially diploma holders.... can only be the lowest ranked among all commisioned.

And i saw Aaron there doing duty also haha.......he is guarding the door! Pooor thing....no wonder her gf keeps complaining "CMPB" sucks haha......

Its really sian to guard door from day to nite and sometimes he has to guard for 24 hrs !

.......

2006-01-05T22:21:00.000+08:00

Woot~! Just did some exercises to tone up my body muscles like pushups, weight lifting and some chin ups at the fitness corner near my block. Its kinda tiring actually haha especially my left arm. The strength wasnt as good as before and it is obviously much more weaker then my right arm. Oh man...wad am i going to do...napfa coming and i am really scared i might not be able to pass my chin ups. Hmm...okay, guess from now onwards maybe i should go gym at least twice a week to train my body and no more taichi for the time being " )

Well, as usual i went ARICC practically everyday to do my FYP...haiz....i am getting more and more bored. All of my department project team TSOs have left coz of their contracts were over except for one who still remains until end of march helping us to do the mechanical designs. But wad is the use of reserving only one who is doing mechanical design and dun reserve those who are doing programming? Programmers are the most important and yet they keep none of them back. Haiz....i am feeling kinda depressed and lost...dunno wad to do next. Should we just carry out our kicker design or re-design the whole structure without the kicker? Questions.....doubts......who can answer me when i need those ppl??? Even the sub supervisors in charge also dun even bothered to find out who are teh students attached to their team...then who shld we, the students, seek assistance when we need it urgently?

As part of the team i always wish to contribute and develop somethings which will add credits to our grades but......whenever i suggested something for improvements....my ideas doesnt seems to be supported by anyone in my team. How come no one is standing beside me? I always thought my team would be the most outstanding and support each other but now it seems like each of us are doing our own stuffs...i cant sense any team belongings at all. I am losing direction.....confidence.....strength to hold my emotions back until my FYP is over.....Help! someone help me pls! Haiz....

ARICC is going to fold up soon if they still dun do something abt their management. People are leaving....students doesnt gain much practical knowledge.....almost every electronics devices used there also getting outdated....how long are they going to educate the students well with the way they teach students? Frankly speaking......i am feeling that i really didnt gain much practical skills for the past 3 years in SP except loads of theories which still remains in my brain haha . So, i guess my decision signing on as an electronics enginneer in SAF wasnt wrong at all. At least i will be able to pick up those latest technologies and trained to become an electronics expert rather then graduate wif dunno how many miserable % practical knowledge i gained and yet still wan to seek a career related to my course field after graduated from SP or even if i graduated wif a degree.

Omg....wad a long argumentative essay i had typed haha.....shall put to an end here...." )

*There are somethings which we ought to fight for to make it happen and not just sit back and do nothing waiting for miracles to appear*

2006-01-02T22:52:00.004+08:00

Haiz....guess wad, my mum is changing my bedsheet, pillow covers at this hour......

Message to mum: Mum.......u mind return my bed asap??? Ur pony son is feeling slpy......ZzzZzZZzzZZzzZZ......

Haha......wad to do....i am feeling really slpy and wanna slp now but my mum....dun understand why she chooses to do it now when i am going to slp. Hmm...but thinking back.....i guess i didnt change my bedsheet for more than.....hahha......6 months? hahahhaha! I guess so lah.....coz my mum keep complaining and showed me how dirty my bedsheet was....and ...hahhaha! Its like coffee kenna spilled over the sheet haha!

But mothers are the best isnt it? Besides giving birth to us they also will help us change bedsheets at nite....especially at time like 11 plus?

Lolz.....

2006-01-01T22:58:00.000+08:00

Hehe....just back home after celebrating my grandma's birthday at her hse *wink wink* haha. My grandma is 70 this year already! Weeeeee~!! Hopefully she will live even longer until i get married and have my own kids haha. Is that possible? Hmmm...hope so ") hehe. How i wish she will still be around by then....*Muack!* Ah ma...i love you! *Hugzzzz*

This year we had a very simple yet meaningful birthday celebration wif my grandma. Well...how meaningful? First, my grandma is 70 this year and secondly all of us, all her grand children including me and my sis gathered at her hse to celebrate her birthday. And she is so happy today coz all of us, her 9 grandchildren, were present and we sang birthday song for her haha.

After that we gathered around and flipped through the photos albums and i pics which were taken 13 years back during my grandma's brithday. Haha.....indeed...photos do brings back memories....and i found that i look better and cuter when i was a kid as compared to my present look.....so old and matured! Arh...i miss my childhood appearance! haha......

Hmm.... i shall add one more wish in my yr 2006 wish list...and that will be...."wishing my grandparents, parents, aunties, uncles, cousins and frens live healthily and safe from all dangers and sickness" .....

And my uncle keeps asking when i am going to get myself a girlfriend Oo.....

hmm......*speechless*

Haha....

*Cheerz!*

2006-01-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeee~! People....lets welcome the new year........

2006!

wahahhaha!

Feeling so tired now. I lacked of slp throughout the whole nite sia haha coz kept disturbed by the residents living around my block. They count down for the arrival of 2006 and i joined in their fun haha...i shouted out from my window! Weee! Hahaha! Super happening nite sia haha!

After that i went to slp but ppl living around me talked, laughed so loudly until late midnite then finally silence were restored. I guess thats how "Residents Evil" came abt.....evil laughters from residents around my block hahaha!

Didnt go for countdown yesterday coz no one to go out wif haha. Majority of my frens went out wif their frens and some lazy to go out coz they dun wan to get stuck in the crowds haha. Haiz...so wad to do....i stayed home and spent my whole day watching Robocops part 1-3 then follow up next....I-Robots from both star movies and HBO channels! Woot~! And i spent total of 8 hours watching 4 shows....2 hrs for each show haha! I guess i am too bored yesterday.....

Hmmmmm..........here are some of my new year wishes in 2006.....and i wished for.......

A MP4 player
A digital camera
More shirts
More Pants
More cash
More handsome
More Muscular
More.....gals get to know me hahahha!
Finding a rite career which suits me
Start to save lots and lots and lots of $$ for future use.

Aren't my wishes simple and easy to fulfil? wahhaha.......only 10 wishes....shld be able to fulfil all of them within a year. If no....maybe try wish for it again another year haha....*wink wink*

A new beginning for me in year 2006...

Same goes to all of you who are reading my blog...

Quote for year 2006: "Always harbour new hopes"....

*Cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerz!!!*

2005-12-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.......here are some of my childhood memories....enjoy ppl " )

Yeah...wad u wan from me....punk!

Come on baby....climb onto my bed......haha!

Wondering why i so happy? coz i just got a sweet from my sis basket whaha!

First riding experience on pony....but where is fumo?

Horse....pls...pls.....dun gallop without me.

My sis, cousin and me at Haw Par Villa

Its Morphine time!

At malaysia

This is my mum when she is in her 20s.....hehe.

At sunway lagoon

Mum! How come i so horny! whahhaa!!

I wan to touch my cake....!!! I wan I wan!!!

arh.....i am so smart looking

I love my mum....coz i inherited all her good genes haha!

weeeee......

2005-12-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

BlackYour color is black. The color of night. Serene and mysterious, black conjures up images of elegant evening gowns, dashing tuxedos, and gleaming limousines. Traditionally a symbol of success, black also represents power and an uncompromising demand for perfection. Not surprisingly, you tend to set challenging goals for yourself and do whatever it takes to achieve them — your strength of character is

second to none.

This unfaltering determination, along with your natural elegance,
impresses people. But keep in mind that your personality might be
intimidating to some. Try to temper your demanding side with a little
softness — trust us, it won't kill you.

Overall, though, black is the color of professionalism and achievement,
which means it's clearly the color for you.

Haha....wad a personality test...*wink wink*

2005-12-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

Haha….Dunno why….suddenly having a thought rite now which makes me feel like crying while typing…..

Seriously speaking….i really dun understand the gals in this generation…

Sometimes I will get confused by them…..what they really see in guys?

Appearance?
Rich?
Hunk?
Character?
Hobbies?
Habits?
OR…
*Probably all of the above???*

In fact I am not afraid of being rejected by gals coz I know my chances of success in wooing a gals heart is very high…..if I were to take the first move…..

But….

Somehow…..because of my fussiness in choosing the type of gal I wan will… scare the gals away especially for those who are interested in me or the other way round…

How fussy can I be..? Hmm……actually its very simple….i only ask them one qns…….”Are you the type of gal who can stay devoted to ur other haf?”

Is my qns very….tough to answer? I only had one qns…..one request….how come ppl will find it hard to answer?

Wads wrong to stay devoted??? I am not that kind who will resort to violence if you dun stay devoted to me…then wad are they actually afraid of? My fangs? Ponies’ wun bite ppl!!! They only love to gallop on grass……

Haha…..

Haiz….

I seem to have lost touch wif the world nowadays…..not many will actually take “LOVE” seriously….

Ppl living in the ancient are perhaps much more easier to understand. Their ideology on “Love” is so much much simpler then the current generation ppl….

Haha….guess I had said enough….perhaps slp can help ppl to forget their…..nvm….haha……

2005-12-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas everyone!

Haha...well...yesterday went to Pei Xuan's hse to celebrate christmas eve and we had Potluck! Woah! And also exchanging gifts wif one another! But its kinda sad for me coz alex bought a pinky hair-net and a hair clipper which is said to be over$4 but i doubt so haha. Guess wad......i got his present by accident during the lucky draw. Arh....i totally sian 1/2 when i opened his present and saw wad is inside....GALS STUFFS! Haiz....cant blame him too...he also one of my tiko club member so i guess he got influenced by my tikoness and started to go for gals stuffs haha...but since when he become like this i really had no idea at all.

As usual...i am late for the potluck session haha. But i can explain why i am late. Well....the reasons were becoz i was looking for a proper gift to buy and i searched from sengkang to clementi.... then from clementi travelled to jurong and finally i saw one stall selling an "Ultraman's morpher" and i bought it! wahhaha! In fact i wanted to buy power rangers morpher but it cost $12.90 so in the end i go for Ultraman's instead coz its cheaper....$8.90 leh....and jul got my present during the draw wahhaha!....

After buying i went to Popular...bought some wrapping paper plus a scotch tape and get the present nicely wrapped at a void deck nearby before taking bus to Pei Xuan's hse. We had lots of fun at there. We took lots of pics....video....wif our presents.... but something bad happened to kah boon's cam. He lost his cam after we visited eugene's church! Omg....at first i tot he was joking wif me saying that "dun tell me i lost my cam" and i said "How i wished u lose ur cam" omg....my words came real. He really lost his cam and yet i still said things like that......i felt so guilty......but boon, i really didnt mean it de. We went back to church and searched for his cam again but we found nothing there even wif the help of the ppl at the church. Even an old auntie helped us to look for it also...*touched* I was kinda impressed by their act sia.....really....they are really kind ppl.

And....ppl.....in fact i wasnt attached at all....or shld i say...never even started a relationship wif that somebody.....haha....

Yes....i admit that i was once in love wif somebody...recently only....but....it seems fate doesnt bring us together haha....in fact.....i was afraid that same old thing will happen to me and that is.... "I got ditched again!" so.....i guess i shall stay single for the next 2 yrs after i finished my NS " ) until i found my rite gal but it doesnt mean i wun break the promise i set for myself.....haha...fate will decide for me coz i am tired of pursuing the kind of love i wan....

Btw....does making "Promises" that stressful? To me its just an aim....a target.... and also so called guideline for me to follow...for me to pursue.

Imagine if there are no "Promises" in this world....wouldnt the married couples be busy divorcing their other half at ROM? "I wan to divorce coz he /she gave me empty promises!!!" Omg...thats terrible.....haha.....

The world has changed.....true love hardly exists in this world anymore......but i believe among billions of ppl in this world....there surely has one which suits me....love me the same way as i do...

*Can THIS Be Love????....haha.....*

2005-12-22T18:14:00.000+08:00

Outside the shop.

Omg!!! Didnt realise Yew Ming can kiss so "well"? wahhaha!

Taking pic outside the shop..haha cheesezzz!

HEEEEEE!!!

Its Zheng Hong! OMG! whahaha!

Are we queuing up? Or are we disturbing the staffs? haha

*pls click on the pics to enlarge it*

2005-12-22T17:40:00.000+08:00

On the day of Christmas, Santa give to me...

*Lalalalalala* Sing wif us!

"VISA"....

Wahaha! Its an Ang Mo took the pics for us!

Imitating Tang San Zhang! See that Idiot...we isolated him wahhaha!

KING KONG!!! RAWR!!!!

Walked along the street and we saw...."HIM" so we all took pic wif him

LOLZ!

Wahaha! Our pose attracted alot of attentions

Santa: "HOHOHO....come come....pee and shit under the tree"

Fake snow flakes haha...but its fun!

2005-12-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hoho....cant believe it that i didnt blog for a week plus haha! But i really am very busy and kinda lazy to blog too coz of observing the "International soccer robot competition" , supervising the Bangalas coz they came to my hse to repair the toilet tiles and i was breathing in the dust all for 5 days! haha...haiz.....so many things had taken place during these few days....omg...i am tired.....i feel like yawning....

Well...this yr International FIRA robotic games....erm......actually i personally find that not all countries had brought their best robots for competition(especially for humanoid robots category). It seems like a "Friendly match" held in singapore and cant really see many outstanding robots leh. Maybein next yr "World Cup " competition? haha....reallly had no idea but now our team are concentrating on developing the shooting mechanism and if we succeed....we will be the first and only team in the world able to develop this haha. But rite now we are still not yet progressing much...haiz...thinking of it makes me feel kinda demoralising...

Something interesting happened during the interval. A chinese camera- man, sat rite beside me,was taking nap on his chair and at the same time there are some koreans busy setting up the cameras(used to monitor the robots during the game). And so happened that one of them had finished and so he carried the ladder by himself. Guess wad....he was kinda stupid to carry the ladder "opened" instead folding it and as a result the ladder hit that guys pennis! whahahhaha! I actually intended to save his dick being hit by the ladder but if i do i will get hit instead so.....haha....one of us must "sacrifice" and he did! whahaha! He immediately jumped up when he felt the impact haha! Damn it! It was so damn funny and i really got amused by that korean who said "sry sry" to that guy haha!

But i think i made him felt paiseh throughout the whole match haha.....coz when i see him i just cant help myself but laugh! wahahaha.....! He looked kinda sad too.......i guess is becoz he is still a virgin and first time got hit by ladder...ohh..shiok! haha

Well....SP managed to defeat other countries like korea, china teams and qualified for final match. But.....in the end SP still lose out to NYP. Haiz....it seems like a curse which MR choy dun understand at all...how come SP can defeat the world champion but always lose out to NYP while NYP always got thrashed by the world champion? whaha! Sounds kinda confusing arh.....but its the fact! BUt frankly speaking....SP actually stands a high chance to win NYP this time but becoz of the refree fake move(blowing whistle)....both teams stopped the robots but NYP suddenly activate their robots and so.....they send a goal in. Haiz....we got defeated by a score of 4:3 haiz.....wad a waste.....But never....it shows that their team are fated to meet my batch haha! we are going to develop something new.....bigger and stronger to defeat them! We shall make our robots the biggest bully! We swear to bang their robots and make sure it overturned during the game! haha....

And..ppl...i have found my true love....haha....

*Wink wink*

2005-12-11T20:54:00.000+08:00

Phew…..feeling much better already as compared to yesterday’s condition. Well…I was running a fever since yesterday working at EXPO as ushers for “Holiday on Ice” performance. The temp inside the Hall was damn low already but they still put fans beside the Ice stage blowing cold air! Sian…that’s how I got a cold and then slowly having fever….*sneezing* I was shivering throughout the 2 shows, from 1pm-10.45pm, and I kept walking to the washroom using the hand dryer to warm me up haha…. but it seems no use at all. By the time shows end, haha….i could hardly walked properly to the station and for safety sake…. I took a cab home instead haha. Tml will be working again….haha….guess I will wear double shirts, double shorts plus pant, double socks and perhaps…..gloves too….just in case… haha….

I am thinking of her now....

But is she….thinking of me…?

Haha….no idea….

<<>>

***Cheers***

2005-12-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Wahaha.....hmm...it has been some time already since i last updated my blog. Hmm....well....let me recall wad has happened for the past few days.....

Tuesday:

Hoho.....i woke up kinda late in the morning and didnt go to ARICC coz i was out wif my teamates to Jalan Besar (Near Lavender MRT station) searching for some relevent mecahnical parts for our project. They went to the shop first since i msg them that i would be late and as for me.....haha.....i lost my way totally when i reached there. I was like circling the whole Jalan Besar, dunno which direction i shld take....dunno wad the name of the shop....dunno where is it located near to haha! Craige told me just follow the Rochor River and i will be able to see the shop Oo? Hmm..kinda very brief decription arh....

So.....i took abt 45 mins walking blindly under the sun and finally....i found the shop! WootZ! Man.....its a miracle that i didnt get sun stroke after walking for so long under the sun haha. The moment i got there, we walked into the shop and started to search for our wanted parts and soon after that, craige paid for the stuffs (One brass rack and gears) before we left the place.

I went to PS starhub shop and sent my hp for servicing. Hoho.....i am glad that they accepted my customer copy warranty card without much question abt whether i sent the manufacturers copy out not haha. She said i shld be able to get back my phone after 5-7 working days....but now its only second day after i sent for servicing and now i am already missing my phone....arh.....

SIEMENS SL65!!!!

hoho.....i miss my phone....

Wednesday:

Hmmm......well.... i didnt go ARICC agin ahha coz Mr Ben wan us to help him be the sec students "Guide" for those who had just took their O levels. I dun understand why Mr Ben alwasy like to look for us to do these kind of jobs haha.....could it be becoz we are full time project students? He said to them we are the Full time mechatronics students thats why we have "time" to bring them around teh sch.....hmmm...kinda sacastic. He even threatened us in a joking manner that if we cant explain to them or cant answer their doubts he will fail US! haha.....thats not funny at all....arh......*slap him* haha.....

It wasnt an easy task at all walking here and there accompany them listening to the lecturers brefiing them...kinda sian sia....but thats only for the MDC (machine developemnt centre part ) lah haha and i dun like the bald head lecturer. Dunno why also....maybe is becoz.....he is bald? haha!

*Confused*

2005-12-05T23:25:00.000+08:00

A love Meant To Be

I knew you loved me right from the start

You knew our love was meant to be but I just couldn't part
with my friends and people i knew

for someone strange like you

I should have listened to what you had to say

Our love would have began that day

I finally realized you were the one
that is when i got the deed done

I love you so much now you are perfect for me

Yeah i guess are love is meant to be

................

2005-12-05T23:12:00.000+08:00

A Four Letter Word

Love!

A word two people experience and explore.
Seems like a short word you say.
but let me be the first to tell you,
that in four simple letters,
lies a very complicated word!

Love!

A feeling you feel with someone else.
Rather it be mother, father, brother, sister,
relative, or a significant other.
A feeling that runs so deep,
and can be so confusing,
it is tough to completely understand what it means to you!

Love!

Caring and sharing, may be part of the answer.
Innocence, honesty, ecstasy, can figure in too!
But whatever it means to you,
and you will know it when you find it,
You should be happy to know, that love,
no matter how strange it may be,
is one of the best, purest, most fabulous,
sweet, and beautiful feelings that can be!

Love!

It is just a four letter word!

Love!

2005-12-04T16:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz....looking more and more like a pony each day lolz...

Arh...it feels "soft" isnt it? whahaha!
Tiko double team! whoho....
Future commandos to be! Argh! Hate commandos!
Arh!!! Evil space alien!!!! Alpha! Call the Rangers immediately!

*Lolz*

2005-12-04T14:37:00.000+08:00

Haha....dunno wads wrong wif me....i seems to be very happy since i woke up this morning . And i didnt sleep well also coz i was smiling for the whole night i

guess...haha! Kinda weird but i feels good *wink wink* Lolz!

Well, yesterday me and zheng Hong went for Miao Jun's birthday party at east coast for BBQ! WEEE~! Know wad....zheng hong wore very formal yesterday and i laughed while i am on my way down from the upper platform. wahahhaha! Supa funny sia......we going for bbq and he wore so formal and somemore with black leather shoes! whoho....sexy! haha! But anyway he just knocked off from work and came to meet me up for miao jun's birthday so.....he has no time to change...i guess haha.

We took a bus down to marine parade Popular and bought a "Cute" bag to put the present inside. Arent we creative? haha! Next we went to mac to write our greetings on the birthday card and even though we did tried our best to fill the card up wif words but still looks very empty. Sooo......i cut out the nutrition facts from the mac "tray paper" found on mac tray and put inside the card for her. Whoho! I am a genius!

wahhaha!

After writing we immediately walked to the destinated pits and it was kinda very late already by the time we reached there. Zheng Hong told me his incident wif a husky recently at his hse ground floor. He said a husky suddenly pounced towards him while he was listening songs from his mp3 and he used "nan quan" to hit the dog into the pool! And worst come to worst, the dog owner was there also and zheng hong said the dog owner said sorry to him instead of scolding him Oo. wahhahha!!!!!!! Omg.......cant believe that he behaved so violent sia! wahahhaa! *faint sia* haha.....how could he used nan quan on a dog? The dog might get killed! LOLZ!

We reached there at around 7.20pm and we self intro ourselves to her frens, family blah blah. I feel kinda strange to mix around wif ppl whom i didnt even know at all haha. Luckily zheng hong came wif me...if not i dunno wad i am going to do down there...maybe i will just sit still , let the aunties touch touch me and eat the food thats all haha.

All her frens left the place at 10 pm sharp.....really....ALL of her frens left punctually sia Oo. First time i encountered this kind of situation....haha....i wonder why they all left so early?? Seeing they leaving makes us wanna leave too coz zheng hong will be working tml morning and which means if he leave, i also have to leave as well coz i dunno how to take direct bus home from there and i nid him to guide me to the bus stop. We left the place at around 10.20pm but in the end i made an U turn back to the pits and accompany her. Before that i felt really bad abt leaving her alone there coz her frens has gone home, parents also coz they nid to bring the stuffs back first.....and somemore its her birthday! Arh....really cant bear to see her alone there so i asked zheng hong wad to do? shall we turn back? But since he really has work tml morning so i tossed a dollar coin to decide whether i shld turn back or not. *Head= U turn, tail= go home* And....i flipped a head. Haha.....so....i went back and accompanied her until 11.20pm then i left coz nid to catch the last bus " ). Haha.....my lucky coin arh.....haha....*wink wink*

I was lost totally when i tried walking to the nearest bus stop myself. The moment i walked out from the underpass i see trees all around me and could hardly identify where is the rite route to take haha. So once again..i called zheng hong for help coz the last bus is leaving at 11.45pm and its already 11.35 pm arh....i still got stuck there! Almost missed the last bus sia haha.....luckily....phew....really have to thank him if not i wouldnt have reach home by now " ).

2005-12-03T14:18:00.000+08:00

Oh no...my hp is spolit! Arh.......haha.....i just realised that i only have the customer's copy of warranty card and as for the manufacturer's copy, they actually required me to send it back to them within 14 days after purchased BUT i didnt ! Haha.....dunno whether they still allow me to send my hp for free servicing not even if they didnt receive the manufacturer's copy. Hmm.....guess i will bluff them and say "What! U mean ur company didnt receive?? But i did send out the card! " if....they dun accept my customer copy haha.

Thursday, i went out wif my wushu frens and we are like "Happy family" coz got me,sam, alex and xing you ONLY! wahhaha! Initially we wanted to catch a show at marina square but too bad......we cant get any suitable time slot at there and it was either starting too late or cant find any nice show to watch besides harry portter. Sooo.....sam suggested trying our luck at suntec instead. But the outcome was still the same! wahhaha! Actually we did consider watching "chicken little" but since sam insisted to watch wif the ex seniors and me wanted to watch wif my fren.....so in the end we gave up watching movies *haiz*

Alex was already kinda disappointed when we decided not to watch any of the shows but, xing you kept suggesting going play arcade and so....he got scolded by alex coz he doesnt want to waste his time and $$ on those stupid games. Haha.....but in the end i am the one who brought them to the arcade and spent $1 on a game whahaha! Well....i guess i did the rite thing and after a game alex was alive again! haha! Humans are funny lah...when they get angry, just give them fun and they will forget everything. But frankly speaking.....xing you really tok alot of "things" which makes me feel sick also....not funny and "dirty" somemore and he toks very LOUDLY! Arh....cant stand him....and sam got annoyed by him too haha coz he keeps pestering her. Dunno wad he is thinking also lah....haha.

After the game we went to starbucks drink coffee and ordered some snacks also. We chatted alot of things....crap around haha....and yah....we enjoyed ourselves alot. Oh yah, theres also a couple of lesbians sat next to us! At first i tot they were just normal frens chatting and enjoying their coffee but when alex turned around and asked me "are they lesbians?" coz he saw them behaving intimately wif each other Oo? wad a waste sia.....dunno why nowadays gals like to become lesbians after kenna ditched or wadever? Haiz....why didnt they met me earlier??? .......wahhaha! After that we shopped around at suntec. We attempted to shake xing you off several times but we failed haha. And evertime we tried to shake him off he will always be able to look and chased after us. Wahaha! it was really fun sia.....but too bad he is too alert! If not we would have gone home without him.

Next, we went to esplanade to enjoy the breeze and while we were on our way, we saw a "kiwi" look alike bird standing outside a multi storey carpark. The securities even joined us and took pics of it haha. Saw alot of couple too at esplanade. And it makes me feel very envious of them...haha.

Fri, met up wif miao jun in SP since she nid to get soemthing for her fren. Had lunch wif her and afetr that brought her around the school and invited her to come up clubhse relax awhile. We watch the JIm carrey clips found inside club's com and it was sooooo funny! wahhaha!

Felt very slacked throughout the whole training. I just felt like giving myself a break after training so hard for the show. Practised crudel yesterday wif wan ling under kim yong guidance. Haha and he is a joker. Whenever he tries to be serious i would feel like laughing haha dunno why also. But when he tries to get funny wif us, i would find him even funnier! wahhaha!

Pony felt confused......

*shld i...... or shld i not....?*

2005-11-29T17:52:00.000+08:00

~~ Weeeeee~~!!!

Siao Ki Na! Dun use strength pls!!!

*Pony Choking*

Weng!!!!! Mercy! I will be Less tiko! I will be good!

I PROMISE!!!!

Can hardly breathe sia.....

Me and Miao Jun...haha....stop calling her "chinese ghost"

my "Girlfriend"

wadever!

More pics uploading soon....

2005-11-29T17:43:00.000+08:00

Weeeeeeeeeeeee! Finally.........our "Qun Ying Chuan Qi" performance was over at last! *Whew* Man....i felt so relaxed man after training so hard for the past 6 months.....and now i can have a gd rest sia especially my kua! It hurts whenever i try doing 360 degree "Bai Lian" kick. Well, i am glad the whole show was a success! Had been receiving many good comments abt our performance from many ppl (ex sec sch frens, frens from Zhang yang side, Nus and also my family members*wink wink*) haha. Well i guess, as a performer, the best way to make me feel motivated during the show was seeing the ppl i loved most..... parents.... relatives.... cousins...frens.... etc, making a special trip just to come and watch me perform. AwWwWwwWw.....so sweet of them haha......

After performance, all of us went around finding each of our own frens and loved ones and take pics haha. The whole threatre was kinda chaotic but...who cares....who dun wish to celebrate our success wif everyone including the audiences! wahhaha! But seriously speaking lah....after i performed my taichi alot of my "Fans" came up to me one by one commented that they love my taichi alot! Oo haha......really sia....first time i got so many "fans" supporting me

Haha......whew...at least it shows that my taichi has shown great improvements " ). Know wad....Yi Xi aunt was like very excited when she saw me after the show. She called me to come forward and i just went forward. Guess wad, the moment i stood in front of her she immediately held both my hands into hers and said " ah yo....ur taichi very nice! U can bring out the essence of taichi quan so well.....well done!" ....and of coz blah blah blah....haha.

I guess there shldnt be a problem for me to suck up to my future mother in law since i am an "Auntie Killer!" wahahha!

So surprised sia! My first auntie fan! Can u guys believe it?! hahaha! Hmm.... i really live up to my name sia....SP wushu "Auntie Killer"! Suntec "Auntie Killer"! Raffles Town Club "Auntie Killer"! etc etc haha!

Today went for medical Checkup at CMPB. Oh man...it took me almost 6 hours to finish visiting each station! And just doing the quizes and survey took me 2 hours to complete it! *pony faint* There are hundreds and hundreds of qns for me to do....omg....haha.....like sitting for examination sia haha coz they will time me for it.

Among all the stations i had visited...i think the most interesting one i had visited was the once checking our P******s! whahahha! The moment i stepped inside, he looked at me and immediately asked me am i homo, gay etc then he called me to stand at teh other side, remove my boxer and cough! Wahaha.....i see his spec i wanna laugh! The lenses are so thick! Wonder he will get sick not looking at so many P***** in a day or maybe....his degrees got worst watching so many "sticks" everyday haha. Not hundreds but thousands of the "sticks"! Whohoho! shiok sia wahhaha!

Next.....i was called back to the blood testing station suddenly while i am supposed to be at other station. That guy who tetsed my blood said my blood gt problem and nid to be re examine! Omg....i was so scared sia! And i was hoping it wasnt AIDS! But anyway i didnt have any sexual intercourse wif anyone....so...probably wun get it lah hahha! That guy draw my bloood from my finger and redo the test. After the second test he apologise to me that he made a mistake.....he said my blood is ok and he had mixed up my test report wif other guy oO. Holy! I really feel like slapping him sia! But anyway.....i am ok and healthy ! wahhaha! And so....i got posted to Pes A! Whohoho! Pes A leh! Plus my eyesight is gd! Tall! I have a very high chance to become a pilot leh! whoho! hope they put me in as pilot not other...like diver....commando...i dun wan to be in these unit!

*Pony Pray Hard*

2005-11-25T11:56:00.000+08:00

Hehe.....guess wad, i skipped school today haha. Slept until quite late after eating my med yesterday nite and i am feeling much much better already. Yesterday went for the ENGINEERING FIESTA and it was supa bored. The wadever professors, doctors, came up the stage one after another toking abt their specialised enginneering field and it lasted from 8.30am to 12pm! Worst thing was.....theres no toilet break at all! Lolz...in the end, student from various JCs, sec, poly (Me and my friends) went off one after another while the professor was toking hafway lol. He must have felt very depressed man lolz......

After that we went ard to see the items exhibited there and surprise surprise.....the science centre bus was also there! wahahaha! Ho ho ! I won an "Egg" timer + water saving kit when i participated in some sort of "wheel of fortune" game which actually was meant for..... small children? wahahaha. It was so embarassing man......lol.

Well......we went to Bras Brasah Complex to have our lunch and at the same time bought some calligraphy stuffs. It has been a very long time i ever visited their shop already and surprisingly, auntie almost couldnt recognize me until i told her who i am haha. She said my looks changed alot as compared from last time oO. Haha....

Next, we shopped around city link and visited many shops selling toys! wohohoho! I saw my fav power rangers too! wahahaha. I kept telling mali and choon sern to buy the toy morphers so that they can morph themselves into power rangers/ Gransazers/ masked rider/ ultraman wadever super heros lah haha. Theres also a Batman show staged in Raffles city and i wanted to join the kids one but my gang dun wan so sad.....so we left loh. Haiz...batman leh.....

Tml will be performing le! weeee...! How how...i am so excited! Its my last wushu performance in SP already....guys! jia you! Lets make this a success!

*Cheers*

2005-11-23T23:13:00.000+08:00

Omg omg omg! I feel so sick now! Having a serious headache + mild fever rite now. Limps have turned numb due to cold weather. Argh....worst...i cant even sleep on my bed rite now coz its too COLD! It was like slping on a big block of ICE...*pony shivers* and now i am using my hairdryer to blow it warm Oo. Serious....i am doing it rite now coz i cant stand the coldness! lolz.....

Tml will be going for a conference tok at new national library lol. Dunno how it will be like coz the tok last from 8.30 am -12pm. Kinda long......hope my body condition can tahan for that long hour " ). Hmm..as for fri training....guess i wun be coming le. Wad i nid now was rest and plenty of rest! I have been staying inside the lab brainstorming very hard these few days from morning to 4pm plus. Felt kinda tired and saturated already....

Sat will be performing le! Wosh! Feeling so excited, stress, sick, HORNY wadever! haha! But at this very last min...i fell sick. Haiz...i drank more then 7 litres of water a day yet still get sick! Cant believe it man.....must be the weather fault! Dunno wad the f**** the temp has dropped so much since last week.

*Pony dun drink plain water!*

*Pony only drink Grass juice! Straw Juice! Xiao Mai Grass juice! Grass jelly!*

GET ME SOME PPL!!!!

2005-11-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hmm....i received a very interesting Email and i find the content inside is very encouraging. Well, it goes like that......

Qns : Can I love again?

Ans :

Being afraid of getting hurt again keeps you living in fear. Even though you want to move beyond the past, there is a part of you that is afraid to let go of it, because it may leave you vulnerable. But holding onto the pain and resentment is what prevents you from entering into a new and loving relationship, because it creates an inability to trust. There will always be reservations, and suspicions when communicating. You will question whether or not your mate is telling you the truth, and holding onto the pain will also cause you to doubt yourself, and whether or not you are truly loved and valued.

Ifthe two of you truly want to let go of the past and move forward, both of you can do this by asking yourselves what the past has taught you. You will also need to work on forgiving the past. This can be hard for you to hear, as your pain runs deep, but this is necessary for your own healing. Don’t run from your feelings, but instead talk about them with someone you love, and begin to accept that through forgiveness, you will experience love at a greater capacity. What greater gift could you ask to receive for the pain you endured? Now it is time to release it, and let your past turn you into one who can love much more freely, instead of one who is afraid to love at all. You will not feel alive if you don’t choose a path of forgiveness.

As for what the future holds for you and your girlfriend, it will depend on which path you choose. Forgiving the past will ensure a very loving and secure relationship. Otherwise, you will always experience doubt, and you will both act on it.

Warmest wishes,
Karen GonzalesExt. 9171
Ask Karen a question! Call 1-800-573-7495 for a reading today!

Anyone ineterested in asking qns may call her haha......

~ Weeeee!~ I have been enlightened!

2005-11-20T22:19:00.000+08:00

Woah! A supa "Stress" day for me. First thing...i went for work at Suntec this morning and as usual, i am late again haha and mali had to wait for me. Sorry arh dude......i will try to be earlier next time we go work together lol " ). Today only me and mali working wif uncle wong! Omg.....lol.....i was suprised when i see the notice board msg from jenny " Uncle Wong, pls sort the seat covers wif mali and Chen Siang" . Sian.....first time got attached to uncle for 6 hrs and it was supa "boring" working wif him leh. He seldom smile/ tok to us wan....but lucky thing was he didnt scold us hehe.

After work. i went to my grandma hse for lunch and at the same time, helping my uncle to look after his 2 kids. Man...terror sia! They kept screaming and running here and there, jumping around after watching their favourite ultraman and masked rider lol wad ever lah. They are like monkeys who had lost control and i was like trying my best to entertain them, make sure they dun do anything stupid coz one of them told me he is able to transform himself into ultraman and he wan to "Fly" out of the window! Holy! He gave me a scare when he told me he wan to "Fly" out!

I dunno whether is it becoz of my uncle had divorced wif his wife and also often quarrel in front of his kids, in the end, their kids learnt from their parents too. Seeing the kind of attitude my cousins used to tok to me, i can feel that they are not happy at all. They kept telling me they dun wan their papa and mama and whenever their papa scold them , they will become very violent either in their speech or actions. Haiz...poor thing.....i tried to hug them in my arms and counsel them....tok to them abt "morality" blah blah blah.... but they simply wan to hear nothing at all but to become a power ranger and kill everyone Oo. I cant believe a 5 years old kid would say something so violent to me......poor thing......haiz.

Know wad....at that moment i put myself in a father's position and i found that it wasnt easy to be a parent at all coz they will have to be responsible in up bringing the children up and make sure they dun go astray. But...it wasnt easy at all for a father to do all these job alone. His wife cant even bothered to educate her own children and teach them all sorts of bad things eg.Be rude to ppl from my uncle side. Such a bad woman should be banished to hell after she is dead!

My uncle said something which i think will benefits me in future. He said, " When a couple get married and have children, its better not to divorce no matter wad even if they had lose feelings for each other". His words do makes sense. Even if the adults had done something wrong they shld at least think for their children and review the consequences after divorcing. So.....the moral of the story is.....make sure the relationship between a couple is strongly establised before getting into wedlock " ).

Finding a rite Lifetime Partner is really important.....
But not easy to find too.....

2005-11-19T01:34:00.000+08:00

Haiz.....i felt so distracted during training. How come? Well......i met "Her" twice today. One was when i and lai heng walked passed CLS lab and saw "Her" inside....second time....was when i and lai heng were on our way to fd court 3. Thats not all, i met "Him" at CLS lab too....just rite beside the lab where "She" is having her lesson and also during + after training. Haiz......why i keep bumping into them today???

Having mixed feelings......i just dun have the courage to look at "her" anymore and whenever i do.....i just feel like faster hide myself away from "Her" or make myself invisible or.....immediately find a hole and cry. Why do i feel this way? Perhaps i am just someone who is weak emotionally....

As for "Him", i dunno wad i am thinking also.....dunno whether its rite for me to think this way not......whenever i see him i just feel like beating him up. Like during yesterday training, when i saw him walking past the gym inside sports hall, i suddenly had an urge to use a spear and throw at him. After training, i bumped into him face to face outside the sports hall toilet! He looked at me wif his f****** Eurasian expression. KNow wad, at that moment i felt like using a sword and pierce through his heart and say "DIE!!! U vampire looking eurasian!" Well.... he really look like a vampire to me.....an eurasian vampire......lol.....

But i didnt do that of coz......i dun wanna put into jail for killing an eurasian who looks like a vampire lol.....

"Time" really can heal a person who has suffered cuts emotionally. For the past six months.....i thought alot alot and i realised.... i have actually missed so much of my precious time for not spending wif my frens around me. But rite now i am trying really hard to spend the rest of my time in SP wif them like going for class/club outings..... watch movies.....chalet blah blah blah coz i wanna at least bring some memories wif me once i graduated so that i can recall something to occupy my mind when i get into NS....at least something can make me smile while i sleep? " )

Anyone ever wonder wad will happen when "Single vs Attached"? Will "Single" gets jealous of "Attached" coz "Attached" would always have someone special to turn to whenever they are down? On the other hand, will "Attached" hate "Single" coz "Single" have much more freedom and richer than them becoz they dun have to spend so much on the other "person"? Lolz. But for those "Single" who are rich are normaly bald coz they will always scratch their head and worry everyday "I am reaching 40 soon! when i will ever find a gal i love and get married?" so......which is better? Single? or Attached? haha.....haiz...its so confusing isnt it?

At this point of time....shld i remain single/ attached? Coz....i think i have someone in mind already but i am not prepared for it becoz i dun wan & hate to do something which i lacks both courage and faith and in the end failed again. I am tired of failing.....really.....so tired listening the same old lines from them again and again....."Nothing ever lasts"... but how i wished we can last forever instead.....at least....for this lifetime. Haiz....

Its really hard to find a gal who has the same frequency as mine.....well.....i am a supa rare species left on earth already...but of coz she dun have to be as tiko as me lah....lol....

2005-11-16T22:47:00.000+08:00

Yeash! Finally finished my 2 days attachment at science centre promoting various Polytechnic MM Enginneering courses but.......its on a bus! *Faint* Haha. It is an exhibition bus wif only 3/4 of the normal SBS buses length. In otherwords, then bus is shorter and abit cramp inside but luckily inside have 4 air-cons! Woah~~! Haha....though its kinda "comfortable" staying in the bus for ard 8 hrs/day but its supa boring inside also. I am Sick of playing those robots and wadever "computer" games designed by multimedia students for whole 2 days=Total 16 hrs! Gosh!

At first i was very excited but as time goes by.....i find it kinda stupid actually and i was wondering....."Are these really our poly students past projects????". Would anyone believe SP actually used our yr 1 "Scotch Tape Holder " mini project for exhibition wahaha! Cant they use something more "High class" to represent our MM? Like our yr 2 AGV(Automated Guided Vehical) project? haiz......SP mechanical enginneering is getting lamer each yr.....lol.

By rite me and my frens shld promote enginneering courses there and it was supposed to be meant for the sec students but, it seems that the bus have parked at the wrong place and also set up this exhibition at wrong timing as well. The sec students are having holidays/ taking their O level so.....who would pay and come to science centre just to visit our bus? Haha. Nvm....the sec students dun come still got pri school kids! wahahaha! But they are much more "Destructive" !

Guess wad........yesterday.....which is my first day there, more then thousands plus plus pri school kids came to visit science centre but only 3 small batches of them boarded our bus. Dun underestimate these "3 batches" of kids coz each batch has around 20-30 kids boarding the bus and the bus SHOOK terribly coz many of them are jumping and stamping their feet inside the bus!

Wahahaha.....chaos......supa CHAOTIC! They even managed to rip the "Handle" off from the table which was secured by 4 screws and brackets! Its not 1 kids pulling.......its 5-7 kids pulling and pushing at the same time! woah! Scaryz man! But thats not all....i was incharged of the soccer robot and theres only 1 controller to control the robot but. ..they came in group of 4-5 ppl trying to control the controller lol. Wad i see was 20 over fingers on the controller controlling the robot and whenever they scored Goal they will shout together
"G-o-a-l"!!! wahahaha! They are so cute! And i feel like carry them on my arm and KISS them lol but cannot....later they charge me molesting lol. Arh.......how i wish my kids will be as adorable and active as them in future but definately not destructive type pls lol.

But after that day theres not much ppl came up the bus today except for a pri 5 batch of gals+their teacher in charge. They are much more well behaved coz they are all gals lol and they will take the initiative and chat wif us *wink wink* but like i said....they are pri 5 only! So...i am not interested at all....wahaha! But they are cute indeed " ).

I suddenly have a very strong urge to become a father......is it normal for me to react this way....at my age??? Lol.......think only lah.....lol......

Me and mali went around teh science centre whenever we were free or after doing our duty since it free for us to walk around!!! wahhaha! thats the good thing abt doing duty there. We visited alot of places and see alot of things as well but out of all the equipments there, only 40% of them either dun work at all or dun function well. Luckily i dun pay and visit......or else i would have shouted at the person selling the tickets in front the counter "SUX"! lol. The science centre so rich yet no ppl come and do maintainance haiz. Oh yah....we went for the CONSTELLATION theatre before we left the place. Guess wad...their AV system also down too and so....a guy have to explain to us how to see Zodiac signs haiz...lol. But anyway it was fun and interesting to know how to differentiate the stars under the sky. Hmm....from now on i will read up boooks on constellation so that i can bring my along....sat down at somewhere dark...hug her from behind..... gazing at the stars arh......isnt that sweet? lol.....

I broke my umbrella when i was hurrying to open it up coz it was raining haha. At first i only broke one of the metal linkages but as i closed and opened again, 3 more linkages broke. sian.....and i used it to shelter myself home thoughthe umbrella has already collapsed and covered my head. It was more like a Giant cap sia.....lol.

Tml will be watching movie again haha. This is my second show this week haha and i jkust watched SKYHIGH yesterday only. Well...the whole show was lame but.....funny too lol. Think i better go slp now.....tired sia *yawning....*

Bus drinking water

*Have i fallen.......for......haiz wadever...... " )*

2005-11-14T22:37:00.000+08:00

Just back home from my taichi class and zhang yang is here today with Biao Ge. Shook hand wif him and i find him look....kinda cute with his bald head haha! Did alot of stuffs over there and now my legs are having cramps...arh....my "kua" hurts

*Pony pony!*

I had a very interesting conversation wif the aunties selling noodles at my hse nearby foodcourt while i am on my way home. They said i look like "foreigner" from far and says my eyes are beautiful . Oo *pony Pony* whahaha! I wonder how they define "beautiful" wan.....my eyes so sleepy and got "O Ba kAH" yet they still say my eyes looks nice lol!

Weee! Tml i will be going to science centre wif my frens to help promote mechanical enginneering course from 9am - 5pm then after that will be going out watching movies wif them hehe! So happy! Which means...... i can get out of the lab for the whole day! whoho! Hmmm....i think i better go and have some sleep now just in case tml got xiao mei mei wan to know me and i show them a sleepy look lol " ).

I love BIG EYES GIRLS!!!!

2005-11-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Arh....wad a tiring day today. Alrite first thing in the moring, i came to school at around 10am and mit up wif my friends at the lab before we go to Sim Lim tower+square together to look for the required mechanical parts that we nid for our soccer robots. We reached there at around 11 plus but since craige wasn't there yet so we shopped around bugis junction and i happened to see a "Inuyasha" comic figure in the comic shop. Woah! It was so beautifully made! But too bad they didnt put the price tag for that and i cant be bothered to ask also so we just walked off lol.

After mitting craige outside Sim Lim Tower, we went in and started to search for solenoid and battery charger. This is the first time i came to Sim Lim Tower and look for mechanical parts and there are really lots of shops selling many types of electronic components. We started our seach for ard 2 hours but since we still cant find any suitable parts so we walked towards a hawker centre, near by the bugis market, for lunch. After eating i walked around and felt like buying a cup of normal Liang Tae since theres quite a number of articals hanging outside his store promoting his liang tae so i was thinking of giving it a try. But guess how that old guy replied me when i asked him how much does one cost? Old Man: "Five dollars"! Oo? Siao. At first i tot he was joking wif me but when i asked again he gave me a very unhappy expression. Wad an weird guy.....one liang tae cost $5! Crazy......

Then next, we went to the Guan Yin Temple but only me went in while others just waited outside for me. As usual, whenever i past by there i will surely go in to pray and at the same time ask for a divine lot from buddha. This time round i only asked budhha for advices on some of my personal things like....love.....career etc. But when i am abt to walk out the temple, an old man suddenly blocked my way , stared at me awhile amd he suddenly pulled me outside and sat down at his stall Oo. Well.....by then i realised he is actually the guy who sits outside the temple to help ppl to interpret wad teh divine lot says and he told me alot of things abt me. He says my character belongs to the honest, kindhearted type of person and will be a very loving husband in future blah blah blah....Oo

At first i was like....ohh.....is that all he's gonna say to me ? But he later took out a book full of chinese words and started to say alot of things regarding my life since young blah blah blah and he even told me hows my future will be like as well oO. Man....he is so damn accurate! He keeps talking and talking so i just keep quiet and listen to wadever he says until when he started to tok abt my love + future career life Oo. He said i have a very "Unique" taste when comes to choosing a gal i like and i am VERY different from other guys coz i am "fussy" and dun anyhow fall in love wif a gal/attracted by opposite sex easily unless! "She" has the look + cheerful character(A must for my type!). If the gal lacks any of my requirements, that gal will be immediately out of my list. Haha! Well....i am really that kind of person lol. Then he added on , "According to the lot.....it says u dun lack the charm and eventually alot of gals likes you and some are even secretely in love wif u?" wahhahaha! I laughed when he said that, how could that be possible?? If it really do....then how come no gals come confess her feelings for me??? Lolz.....

After that we went to Sim Lim Tower again and finally....we managed to get the parts we want from a store at the basement. But i dun like the china sales gal attitude. *slap her!* Guess wad.....the guy who helped out in the store burnt the motor while testing the solenoid functionability wahhahha! At first i only see very little smoke but when he continued applying current, more and more smoke come out lolz. Craige paid for the parts and we headed back to Sp immediately to report to our TSO abt our search for better soleniod. When we showed him the thing he suggested us to remodify the part again ourselves and if best....design and custom make one Oo. Kinda wasted time travelling here and there searching for parts and in the end.....he wan us to remodify the part from the existing wan. BUt anyway...i would rather chose to travel outside whole day instead of staying in the lab doing research....or...... slacking? wahhahha......

*Pony pony!*

2005-11-10T00:20:00.000+08:00

Woah...just came back from wushu training. Reached home at around 11.20pm then slacked in front of com awhile before i go and take a bath lol. I feel so tired and my eyes "O Ba Kah" already...oh man...i really nid some good quality sleep...didnt really sleep well these few days and keep having some kind of weird dreams? Plus everyday go lab and discuss wif my team mates abt implementing a kicker on the current robot until 5pm then can go home. Its kinda tiring....ZZzzZzzZZZz

Going to sleep now.......

Seriously speaking......I am really lacking too much sleep.....

*Pony snores...*

2005-11-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

Omg...i am feeling kinda "Old" today coz of my stupid moustache! It prickles! Plus i lack of sleep yesterday and somemore wif my moustache left unshaved, it just makes me look like an uncle who works OT for days without any rest Lolz. Image...image.....*Pony brush his own pony tail?* wahaha.

Yesterday went to work at RTC and it was also wan ling's first time coming over for work so i waited for her at the bus stop where she will probably alighting. At around 5pm she msg me that she will be late and her uncle is fetching her over rite now so i went in first to sign out my coat while waiting. But she soon reached there after ....10 mins after i received her msg?Woo....thats fast lolz and she seems to have lost her way but in the end she still found me lah. Took her to sign in at the security counter then proceed to the laundry aunty to collect her coat. Well.....the aunty asked me something and said we look alike? Hmm.....i see....lol. This is the first time ppl say i look like someone else especially when that someone is rite beside me lol.....felt kinda paiseh sia.

After that we ate our dinner at the canteen and went to the ball room for short briefing. Hmm...was it considered short? It last 45 mins and it almost made me switched off lol. The malay manager asked us whether we know how to do portioning using the serving gear not but no one answered so he picked a few to come up and demo. Of coz....he chose me lol. I gave demo but i said i cant hold it firm thats all so he corrected my mistake on the spot and suddenly pulled me aside and whispered into my ears, " U know how to make it firm? U know everytime when u hold that "thing"...blah blah blah" lol! Oh man....i knew he was going to say that but i didnt expect him to relate "that" wif serving gear!

Something unhappy happened during the briefing coz one of our guys got scolded by our manager for not wearing a proper socks and i can sense anger between them. But in the end everything went back to normal after much persuasion from serene. Serene always kenna sandwiched inbetween her man and her boss.....haiz sad sia. Anyway i also kenna scolded by him coz i walked the wrong way when we were rehearsing how to serve the dish blah blah blah. I deserved his scolding actually coz i was day dreaming at that time lol.

7.30pm yeah.....the guests started to enter into the ball room and from that time onwards i tend to get more and more busy till i hardly had anytime to get myself a drink. I partnered wif adiff again lol and it was so great to be wif her again coz she was a pro especially when comes to portioning. Well, i am also picking it up slowly except that i am still bad at portioning the fish, sea cucumber and noodles that all. Those are the difficult ones to portion. And....i broke 3 plates when i am bringing the dirty plates to the kitchen for washing. Abt 40 over pieces of plates were on my shoulder using a big tray to carry it and when i walked to the door no one was around to help me to open so i just kicked it open. Lolz....and i lost my balance after doing that and plates started to slip down by accident. Luckily i gained back my balance fast if not all the plates would have smashed. *Phew* I acted kinda weird yesterday. I didnt seem to be on my usual self leh and i wondered was it becoz serene gave me a temporary name tag which belongs to a gal name and therefore gave me "girl" power Oo. I guess the guest might be wondering why my name sounds so "sissy" when they look at my tag haha.

Out of the 4 table of guests i served, only 3 were satisfied wif me and my partner service and we could even chat wif them except for 1 ! That one and only tabel filled wif all aunties! Argh! Htae them! Especially the lady who keeps showing off her wealth to the rest of the ladies who shared the same table wif her, kept giving me nothing but trouble. And the rate she speak and complain was damn slow! I felt like just walk away immediately but i cant, she speaks really slow and i stilll have to finish listening to wad she says then i can walk away to get the things she wans. Haiz.....if my manager allows....i would have used the chilli on the table to blind her eyes .....lol.

11pm all of us gathered outside the ball room before we went to get our pay at the canteen. Wan ling nearly gave me a shocked when i turned my back and saw her eyes was brimming with tears and she say her eyes feels dry thats all. She looked so cute at that time. Just like the cat in shrek 2 wif eyes big big and full of tears inside haha! After that i went to the toilet to change but i......dun think i remember to return the coat leh? haha! I suddenly recalled this morning..."did i return the coat or did i left it in the cubical?" lol. Hope someone kind enough help me return back lol. OKoK,after that i accompanied wan ling to the lobby to wait for his daddy to fetch her and i took bus home soon after that.

Reached home at 12.15 pm....woah....supa shagged........ZzzZZzZZzzzZZzzZZzZ

I feel sorry for Aries ppl....Lolz!

2005-11-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

Message:

LEO
Dominant in relationships. Horny. Freak in bed.Always want the last word. Quiet. Caring. Smart.

CANCER
Very sexy. Talkative.Energetic. Sarcastic.Flirt. Outstanding kisser

PISCES
Caring. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy,DAMN IT.Very high sex appeal. Freak in bed. Kind. Humble.Trustworthy. Has the last word.

LIBRA
Very gentle. Nice. Love is one of a kind.Have own unique sexiness.Great in Bed. Good kisser !!!

CAPRICORN
Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future.Irresistible, awesome kisser. Great talker.Always gets what he or she wants.

AQUARIUS
Trustworthy. Sexy. Rare to find. Loves beingin long relationships. Extremly energetic.Amazing in bed, the BEST lovers.

ARIES
Outgoing. Spontanious. No one to f*ck with.Have own unique sexiness. Unpredictable. Erotic.Funny. Addictive. Take you on trips to the moon inbed.

TAURUS
Aggressive. freak in bed. rare to find. lovesbeing in long relationships. Likes to give a goodfight for what they want.Extremly outgoing. Outstanding kisser.

GEMINI
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listenersVery Good in bed. Lover not a Fighter ButStill Punch Your Lights Out .Trustworthy

VIRGO
Great talker. Sexy. Always Horny.Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Great kisser.

SCORPIO
Predict future. Most erotic.Very high sex appeal. Great in bed.

SAGITTARIUSSpontanious. Horny. Sexy. Funny. High sexappeal.good in bed. Rare to find. Energetic. Good whenfound. Great kisser. Loves being in long relationships.

2005-11-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

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Thanks ppl!

2005-11-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Went to school in the morning to help the rest paint the banner while my uncle has already started working at my hse at 9 plus, busy painting..... the doors? Hahaha. Yah! Today only left the main door for him to paint and after that he can call it a day off already. He must be feeling so happy after spending 6 days coming back and forth my hse just to get all the walls,doors coated with new layer of paint. How abt me then? I guess i am having minor brain damage somehow after breathing "thinner" smell for so many days and i cant even take a proper nap coz of the smell! *Yucks!*

Reached school at 12pm sharp and i met kah boon and lai heng while i am on my way walking to the clubhse. We started painting the banner once we reached there. Guess i must be real sick today. I have been inhaling the thinner smell for so many days and yet still chose to come back to school helping them paint banner lolz! Wun i be inhaling the smell again? Lolz.

I was incharge of painting the 4 big chinese characters while the others paint the words and the ...hello kitty look alike "shield" wahahaha! Just painting the 4 characters alone took me abt 5 hrs plus to finish it! In order words, painting each character took me an average of an hr plus to finish it! Lolz! Kinda Unbelieveable yeah! But cant help it.....since i wanted to make sure the colours contrast and merges well so i kept brushing and brushing over and over again until it is supa thick lolz. Arh.......my muscles aches after finished painting the words and i finally know why famous artists died at such a young age. Coz they kept painting and painting non-stop until they died of muscles cramps in their own room....hmmmm.....highly possible rite?wahahahhahha!

We finished painting ,get everything cleaned, watched some wushu and ex wushu seniors stupid video clips lol before we left the clubhse at around 6.30om. But....leslie dun seem very happy. He seems troubled and kinda not happy of certain things but i didnt dare to ask him why coz i was like him before.....ah yah.....anyway, "LOve", "relationships" will make ppl behave differently once they gets into it. Trust me.....it can either make both feels good and real sweet but at the same time can also make ppl feels troubled and real sad for days.

Haiz....."Can This Be Love???.......Maybe......." wad does it means? I also dunno.......lol........

2005-11-04T11:59:00.000+08:00

Arh!! Terrible! My hse is full of thinner smell and its stronger than normal paint used to paint the doors. Kaoz...really cannot tahan. I have been inhaling these toxic smell since monday until now...argh its stinks!

Guess wad, i skip school today haha and it was kinda last min coz sengkang was having a heavy thunderstorm at around 5 am and i was thinking "shld i go to school today? Would our supervisor be back to singapore by now? If i go...wad am i going to do in the lab since the rest wun be coming?". I woke up at 6.30am and hesitated until 7am but in the end i still chose to skip school Lolz! First week of school only...shld be nvm lah lol. I shall be a good boy again on the second week, i promise " ) wahaha.

Will be going off to train at SP later. Hope my kua wun be so stiff anymore and it hurts whenever i do taichi low stances.

I better go buy lunch now to breathe some fresh air outside! The smell is giving me a headache argh! Its killing me!

2005-11-02T21:09:00.000+08:00

Weeeee! Finally got myself a new site for me to blog after spending hrs firguring how to change the template, register and edit the site. Although Blogspot is much better than Xanga as it allow users to change their setting such as wadever templates they want but, the registration process is so complicated! Registeration alone took me almost an hr to complete it Oo.

Hmm.....wad to blog.....well.. uncle just finished painted mine and my sis room. Mine was painted orange while my sis painted pink. As for colour wise it doesnt seems to have much difference, i mean "Before" & "After", but it looks much cleaner and brighter thats all Lolz! This is the second time my mum hired my uncle to come over to help us paint the whole hse ever since we had moved in here for approximately 5 years.

*Whew* I am feeling much better after going for a jog around sengkang. No more negative thoughts anymore " ) *Clapz* lolz......Pony has once again stand up on its feet! Hmm..feeling hungry now. I guess i shld go off now to eat get myself something to eat. Wad would pony prefer? Grass or grass jelly? Lolz!

New Beginning for me~!

2005-11-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

Whohoho! Hi ppl! I have changed my blog site to this so pls take note and remember to come and visit my site as frequently as possible ok? Lolz!

Thanks ppl!

By: Mr Pony